Saturday, December 25

to save me from tears..

... ( s i n g i n g ) ...

Last Christmas,
I gave you my heart

But the very next day,
you gave it away

This year,
to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

--- i__m.e.a.n.t__i.t ---

Friday, December 17

so, which one is my name?

* this conversation occurred while I was doing interviews for making passport *

Officer :: Prepare yourself, please..
Me :: ....
Officer :: Darling, this is your first time for making a passport, right?
Me :: *eh, darling....* Yes, it is..
Officer :: So, what is your name?
Me :: Amalia
Officer :: What is your full name, darling?
Me :: *darling??? I said "Amalia" before this* I am Amalia Indranandita
Officer :: Give me your place and date of birth, darling..
Me :: *am I Amalia or darling?* Magelang, November 23, 1986
. . . .
Officer :: Where would you go abroad?
Me :: I'll go to Singapore..
Officer :: Oooh, Singapore and Malaysia
Me :: *when did I say Malaysia* hahaaa
. . . .
Officer :: Okay that's enough
Me :: Thank you, officer
Officer :: You're welcome, darling..
Me :: *geez* (smile)

I think, all of those are their habit.
And I hope, they don't say "darling" to guys, xixixiiii :p

Tuesday, December 14

one republic - secrets (lyric)

one republic - secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing that we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

Download song :: one republic - secrets

Sunday, December 12

this December..

huft,
why did you say it easily
meanwhile,
I was so sad when heard it

'till now
'till this December
I started to step with doubt
just thinking about that
how pathetic I am

I hope those plan canceled
and you get the best
cause I still need your light

* i'll ask you later *

Wednesday, December 1

dear Mr. Stalker

... Dear Mr. Stalker ...

This is my first letter to you,
and I hope this would be the last too ^^

Ummmm, first of all
I have a special song for you..
Listen this song for me, please..

All of my feelings have written there

Hallo Mrs. Stalker..
Oups, sorry Mr. Stalker..

I just want to know,
why do you ACT like a GIRL?

But, that's not my business again, haha..
I still need other worlds, and vise versa
not yours!!!

* singing *
You don’t know me, You don’t know me
You don’t know me, You don’t know me
So shut up boy, So shut up boy
So shut up boy, So shut up, shut up

--- anyoong, good bye, adios ---

Tuesday, November 30

miss a - bad girl good girl (lyric)

miss a - bad girl good girl

You don’t know me, You don’t know me
You don’t know me, You don’t know me
So shut up boy, So shut up boy
So shut up boy, So shut up, shut up

Ap eseon hanmadido adeoni
You couldn’t say a thing in front of me,
Dwieseon nae yaegil an johge hae
but you could talk badly about me behind my back.
Eoiga eobs eo
I’m dumbfounded.

(Hello, hello, hello) Na gateun yeojan cheoeum
(Hello, hello, hello) It seems like the first
(Eulo, eulo, eulo) Bon geos gat-eunde wae
(Time, time, time) you’ve seen a girl like me.
Naleul pandanhani naega hogsi dulyeoun geoni
Why do you judge me? Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

[Chorus]
Geot eulon bad girl sog eulon good girl
On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl. On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
Naleul jal aljido moshamyeonseo nae geotmoseubman bomyeonseo
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
Hansimhan yeojalo boneun neoui siseon I nan neomuna usgyeo
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

Chum chul ttaen bad girl salang eun good girl
When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl. When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
Chumchuneun nae moseub eul bol ttaeneun neogs-eul nohgo bogoseoneun
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
Kkeutnani songalagjilhaneun geu wiseon I nan neomuna usgyeo
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

Ileon os ileon meolimoyang ieulo
These kind of clothes, this kind of hair,
Ileon chum eul chuneun yeojaneun ppeonhae
a girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
Nega deo ppeonhae Oh~
You’re even more obvious.

(Hello, hello, hello) Jasin eobs eumyeon jeo
(Hello, hello, hello) If you don’t have any confidence, go to the
(Dwilo, dwilo, dwilo) Mulleoseomyeon doeji
(Back, back, back) You just need to step back.
Wae jakku tteodeuni ne Sog-i hwonhi boineun geon ani
Why do you keep making noise? Don’t you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

[Chorus]

(Nal gamdang) Hal su issneun namjal chaj ayo jinjja namjaleul chaj ayo
I’m looking for a man who can handle me.
(Malloman) namjadaun cheog hal namja malgo
I’m looking for a real man, not a man who acts like one through words.
(Nal bul-an) Hae haji anh-eul namjan eobsnayo jasingam-i neomchyeoseo
Isn’t there a man who won’t make me anxious because he overflows with confidence?
Naega nail su issge jayulobge dugo meolliseo balaboneun
So that I can be me, so that I can watch him freely from afar?

[Chorus]

You don’t know me, You don’t know me
You don’t know me, You don’t know me
So shut up boy, So shut up boy
So shut up boy, So shut up, shut up


Monday, November 29

you'll find the truth when in "passive" mode

... never seems to change or even change at all ...

Some people said that you were selfish
(not just once)
-- everyone has a tendency to be selfish, right --

I rejected it directly
(continuously)
-- i wasn't willing on it --

But sometimes, I agree on it
(sometimes)
-- when I thought like that, I am as selfish as you --
(-________________-)

--- how pity are we ---

Friday, November 26

lolita - alay (lyric)

lolita - alay

Alay anak layangan
Nongkrong pinggir jalan sama teman-teman
Dia keliatan anak pergaulan yang doyan kelayaban

Alay gaya kaya artis
Sok selebritis, norak norak abis
Pilihannya najis, aduh aduh narsis
Alay… jangan lebay plis

Alay kalo ngomong lebay dasar anak jablay pilihannya jijay
Alay orang bilang anak layangan
Kampungan gayanya sok sokan

Alay kalo ngomong lebay dasar anak jablay pilihannya jijay
Alay orang bilang anak layangan
Kampungan gayanya sok sokan

Alay anak layangan
Nongkrong pinggir jalan sama teman-teman
Dia keliatan anak pergaulan yang doyan kelayapan

Alay gaya kaya artis
Sok selebritis, norak norak abis
Pilihannya najis, aduh aduh narsis
Alay… jangan lebay plis

Alay kalo ngomong lebay dasar anak jablay pilihannya jijay
Alay orang bilang anak layangan
Kampungan gayanya sok sokan

Alay kalo ngomong lebay dasar anak jablay pilihannya jijay
Alay orang bilang anak layangan
Kampungan gayanya sok sokan

Download song :: lolita - alay

Saturday, November 20

10 promises

... between you and me ...

1. listen patiently to what I have to say

2. trust me, I am always on your side

3. play with me a lot

4. don't forget that I have feelings too

5. let's never fight, someday I'll be win

6. if I don't obey you, I have a good reason

7. you have school and friends,
but as for me, I only have you

8. stay my best friend even when I'm old

9. I'll live for about 10 years,
so let's make every moment count

10. never forget our time together, keep this in your mind
so when my time comes, please be by my side

--- one day, i would find you (again) ---

Saturday, November 13

struggling to dreamland

... twist and turns ...

As usual, I must go to office on Friday & Saturday. So, I sleep earlier before that day. I don't want to get dizzy or sleepy when work in office.
Yesterday, i decided to sleep at 11.40 pm.
Wouldn't it be better if we sleep before 00.00 am? *alibi :p

11.50 pm :: All is well~
00.00 pm :: tried to close my eyes
00.20 pm :: interested on glowingly phosphorus-watch
........... :: imagined stupid-things
........... :: supposed impossible-things
........... :: this was *the best thing I ever had*
........... :: ....
........... :: uuuuuugh, why I still don't get my dreamland's ticket
........... :: ..checked what time was it..

01:10 pm :: geez, 1 o'clock, doooh....
01:13 pm :: All is well~ All is well~
01:15 pm :: tried to close my eyes (part 2)
........... :: ....
........... :: krik.. krik.. krik.... (backsound)
........... :: supposed ridiculous-things
........... :: ....
........... :: thought to call or sent message to anybody
........... :: maybe I could find someone there
........... :: ....
........... :: tet tooot, I cancelled all minds
........... :: ..checked what time was it.. (again)

01:58 pm :: almost 2 o'clock, T.T
02:00 pm :: tried to close my eyes (part 3)
........... :: poke on glowingly phosphorus-watch
........... :: ....
........... :: focussed to sleep
........... :: ....
........... :: counted some sheep
........... :: ....
........... :: zzzzzz.. zzz....

When i woke up in the morning, I told to my mom.. Then, she asked a brilliant question, what did you think last night?. I answered proudly, "my friends" :D

--- i still do *the best thing i ever had* ---

Thursday, November 11

jay chou feat lara - shan hu hai (lyric)

珊瑚海 | Shan Hu Hai | Coral Sea
(Jay's part in blue, Lara's in pink, and both in white)

Verse 1:

hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm


wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation


ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

wo men de ai (gei de ai) cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

dang chu bi ci (ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?


zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why


bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face
(the sea breeze caressing the face)

xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

Repeat Chorus



Wednesday, October 27

imbaaa~~~

... special thanks to Mrs.K ...

When I woke up this morning, I got confuse about what would i do today. Then, I set lots of scene. And of course, some of them were crazy idea, xixixixiiii..

Suddenly, I remembered my past
My elementary teacher, Mrs.K said to me: Lee, your hand-writing was like *Ceker Ayam* (means the worst hand-writing). After that moment, I always feel bad about my hand-writing. I never confident when I wrote in a book, especially in front of my friends.
Poor Lee, Mrs.K was keeling me softly. That's too traumatic..

How about yesterday?
Just before this day, I taught to my jun2 in front of the class. I wrote on a white-board freely, without thinking of a good writing or not. They didn't care about the hand-writing, they just need the knowledge. So, I was very myself, because I have passionate on it.

Psst.. psssst.... my hand-writing wasn't to bad :p

--- your bad student could teach well now ---

Saturday, October 16

princess velasco - bleeding love (lyric)

princess velasco - bleeding love

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

Tuesday, September 28

bad VS good

... bad girl ...

Cause I’m so bad bad
But I’m so good good
Yeah, I’m so bad bad
And I’m so hood hood

--- not bad ---

Saturday, September 11

utada hikaru - hear me cry (lyric)

utada hikaru - hear me cry

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
You actually thought
Deep inside I knew

Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
And your heart's as cold as ice
(You passed me by)

Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
And you actually thought
Deep inside I knew

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
And the love we made
(You passed me by)

Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go

Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)

You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

Friday, August 27

fugees - stand by me (lyric)

fugees - stand by me

When the night has come..
When the night has come and the land is dark.
When the night has come..
When the night has come and the land is dark.
And the moon is the only light..
And the moon is the only light..
And the moon is the only light, we will see.

When the night, has come,
and the land is dark,
and the moon is the only, light we'll see.

No I won't, be afraid,
no I, won't be afraid,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

[ Chorus ]
And darling, darling
stand by me, stand by me,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

If the sky, that we look upon.
Should tumble and fall,
all the mountains, crumble, to the sea.

I won't cry, I won't cry,
no I, won't shed a tear,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

[ Chorus 2x ]

Whenever you're in trouble just stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, oh stand, stand by me

Download song :: fugees - stand by me

Tuesday, August 10

the power of WORDS

... it works ...

One day, in a dawn time
As usual, I still coding my project accompanied by my lappie, my music, my messenger, my plurk and my facebook. I have good combination with them..

Then, someone invited to chat
We discussed lots of things there..
In the middle, I started my joke: "... don't come to that session, 'cause I don't come too, so we don't need to meet again ..." *my intention is giving her my signal*
And she answered: "okay, we don't need to meet.."
I thought: "ups, ....", and I tried to give another signal from me.
How stupid I am, I don't notice if this moment was the first-ahaa (doh)

This dawn time
As usual, we met and had a chat together..
Shortcut story, when she wanted to close our chat, she told me the important one. Then, I remembered our WORDS "... we don't need to meet ...", and that would happen to me. My tears dropped easily.. I couldn't think rightly when my feelings broke, and I couldn't say anything.

After a good slept
Now, I can say that you know what you need, I hope the best for your decision.
I always here for supporting you :)
I'll try to be the same..

Do you understand, the power of WORDS ?
Be wise, people..

--- trust me, it works ---

Thursday, August 5

sandara for etude

... initially I hated her, eventually love too ...

congratz to Dara's unnie

finally you stole my heart

geez,
you're so cute..

credits to letsplay2ne1

Saturday, July 24

someone..

... quote from my siz' ...

don't leave someone who loved you
just for someone you like

because someday, it can be the same..

someone you like might leave you for someone he like

--- i cry, when he cry ---

Sunday, July 18

dim sum at quality hotel

... this would be our weekly plan ...

Intro
I heard jun2's conversation (jun2 means my junior), that someday they would come to eat dim sum at Quality. So, I chose to follow them. I was excting to do culinary like this, especially with special peoples. We would have a great quality time to close each other..

Here we are..
Me, Hernawan, Mike, Bon2, Riky, Havel, how lucky we were? These were innocent participants, each of us never went to this hotel before. I felt like a brat, but it was impossible if a brat come to grand hotel. And this was my new argument, we were like tourists. Waka waka wekekek..

Hawdy? Hawdy? Hawdy?
I really like the situation there, the China's ethnic. Red and gold looks elegant. Lots of ceramics and cute accessories. Waiters wear tradition uniform. Traditional music with traditional musical intruments plays from player (not a live show), and it felt country too, ha3..

"Peng chiu"
Do you know "Peng chiu"? It is a kind of Chinese's eating style. There is circle turntable with more than 6 chairs. Each of us had little plate, cup and chopsticks. Just wait and see, dishes will be served to our table. This is an exclusive one, you would taste new dishes.

Unfortunately, the bill was gone
I am too late to post this story, because I try to find the bill *I brought to my home, so I could share my experience with my family*. I wished I listed our dishes we eat. So,
I asked to my mom: Where is the Quality's bill ?
then my mom: I throw away this morning
me: Hwaaaaaaaaa.... *too late*

--- don't be late, Lee ---

Sunday, July 11

what a gudday

... craze time ...

Welcome to Grace..
For the first time, I am introduce to you, Grace Louise Harsa (nice name) a.k.a my Cho2. "Cho2" from her name itself, Grace.. Graco.. Co.. Cocoo.. Chochoo.. Cho2.... waka waka wekekek..
I found her.. Ups, I met her at Senior High School. Actually, I knew her because she was our Clergywoman's daughter. We never be a classmate there, but I realized that we would be best friends, and it just happened.

Grace's homecoming
Now is a holiday time, no doubt about it. Suddenly, I knew that she was in Magelang, and I had to chat with her. She invited me to make some crazy planning, as usual. Why not, we rarely meet each other. I am traveler on Magelang - Jogja, and she still have college in Bandung.
Pst.. pssst.... She would graduate on next October, wish her luck..

Our Crazy Plans
At 9.00 am, we went to the church. Unfortunately, we separated there, I was on the 2nd floor and she with her daddy at 1st floor. Thank you, because of this reason, I heard the messages from Clergyman seriously. Next, we had a lunch at Cafe Pajajaran for saving energy, ha3.. Then, we went to Puri Asri Hotel, there was a private swimming pool there. A private one, because usually no one there, only guest's hotel, or people like us, *the private one*. Arrrrrrgh, receptionist rejected us, the holiday time make it full of guests, we couldn't swim there, *we were not the private one anymore*. Puri Asri Hotel was Grace's choice. And back to my choice, we went to Gladiol, there was a good swimming pool too, and its location was near my house.
I will post about our moment at swimming pool later..

Additional Plans
After an exciting swimming, we choose to had supper together. Grace wanted all about ice. Weirdo things, but it was a big problem for me. We went to Es Eny, and we had Bumi Hangus Ice. Lasto, we headed to my house, it was our end point..
this was Burnt Earth Ice a.k.a Bumi Hangus Ice

All by foot
We done this plan all by foot. I never get a permission to ride a motor-cycle from my parents, because I am their girl. Grace can't ride too. We chose win-win solution, by foot.
What a tiring day, but I really like it..

--- luph you, Cho ---

Saturday, July 10

lose dheep

... forgot everything ...

I wasn't coding. I wasn't posting to my blog. I wasn't there for hearing some voices.. doooh....

These are some reason that make me loosing my way in couple days ago ::
  • haunted by a few people *deg deg deg (heart-beating)*
  • lots of incoming email, as usual..
  • many calls coming for project's issues
  • I didn't realize, if Saturday is a holiday, it means I became ineffective
  • cold days in home sweet home, Magelang
  • cold means sneeze, lots of sneeze means exhausted
Successive attacks..

--- hope today would be a better day ---

Wednesday, July 7

tic toc slowly

... nice moment ...

I felt too long, but it wasn't..
I had an Object Oriented Programming class at 3rd period, 13.30pm. Which means as an assistant's lab, I must teach another, and I love this part of my life :D
I got new partner here, Rico and Hendra. Rico taught the first part, then Hendra, and the last part was me.
Salute for Rico.. He had a great confident as a newbie. And I appreciated when someone offered him / her self to teach. Life is not command or commanded, but self-initiative is needed. It took a long time in here, a simple module with detail explanation. Again, not bad as a newbie, I felt his spirit. The next was Hendra. No doubt with his way, I ever watched him, he was good. Hendra and I were responsible to control the rest of the time. Of course in a short time.

Tic toc slowly..
Yeap, I felt the time was tic toc slowly again, so I was worried. And the reason was module for today is easy part for us or maybe for me. We learned Flow Control, basic for programming, but it was crucial part too. Do you agree with me?
Briefly, I remembered what my brother's words, "you're a player on the chess game". Not about the way we order pawns. But the way we create next strategy. Observe all possibilities, attention to all movements, and preparing the next strategy. Sorry to say, no words of former gamers. Waka waka wekekek..
First, do A, then do B.. If B fail, then do C and D. Or, if B fail, then do D and E..
This way of thinking has made us grow, as a gamers, as programmers, as a students, as a teachers, as a human.

Done..
*eng.. ing.. eng....* Time to go home. I looked at the black sky, *doooh* it was going to rain. So, I increased my walking speed. And you know, it started to rain..
At that moment, I sang ~just walking in the rain~~~ I rejoiced, what a wonderful moment I had this evening. For the second time, time was tic toc slowly, and I felt happy. I didn't know what messages behind the song, but I love that pieces of lyric.

--- just walking in the rain ---

Tuesday, July 6

bubye my luphly brother

... I wrote this when He was departing (live) ...

Suddenly..
He got a problem with Miss JaeHoo, his lil' girlfriend, his truly girlfriend. Then, he decided to take his annual leave, whereas a month ago (or maybe two) was his homecoming's time. We (me and my family) thought, he was reckless. He didn't give a priority to work, when his company had issues. Hmmmmmm.., not he, but because of she. My family felt annoyed with a case like this, a small one..

Then, which one is the big problem ?
The big problem is when you hurt my mother.. *toet toet toet.... sound of hazard alarm*
Then, the world gonna be dangerous in a moment. She is our "Queen", Kindness Queen (I loph this) and Anger Queen (I am scary of this creature). When rising of the Anger Queen comes, the time would tic toc slowly~~~ What a heavy day..
I give you a simple description about my Queen, she always bring a noticeboard, with the words: "don't interfere with my childreen".
I post something exclusive here, brrrrrr.... This case closed (-__________-)

A short period
Michael, his COOL baptism's name (I took Michelle to make this perfect).
Michael came on Saturday morning, and must go back to Bali on Thursday night. I just met him in a short period, Saturday evening till Monday morning only. Everyday, he went to Temanggung, to meet Miss JaeHoo, to settle the real problem (not about our Queen). So, I could say, it just a moment.
Indeed, I didn't pick him up with burger and ice milk in the morning. Or said goodbye at his departure time (I always afraid to drop my tears and choose to flee). *hikz*
All I want to say is :: I love my Michael..

--- see ya Mike ---

Monday, July 5

hachi: a dog's tale

... my superhero is hachiko ...

Hachi is an Akita's dog
What a cute dog.. As a dog's lovers, I want to pet Akita dog if I have a chance. His innocent face is kawaii. And I guest, he is a naughty boy :p

Unconditional love ???
Is that an unconditional love? Love between human and dog? (I just remember that statement from Oprah Winfrey Show). Is "love" is the right term to represent that relation? Just answer with your own..
All I know, they always there for us :)

Every dog has a sense of faithful to their owners
So, if I ever heard that Hachiko (Akita dog) is a faithful dog, is not entirely true. All kind of dogs are faithful dog.
When I was young, I have lots of puppies, mutts (Java island). Kiki as the mother of all mothers. Dindo is my superhero, the COOL one. Kiko, his plain white fur indicated that he was a lazy boy. Stego (from Stegosaurus), he's a brat, sometimes he had a mo-hawk style. Chocky, the naughty boy, he was bitting everything.. This is a list of my heroes. An honor for me, I could gave his name one by one alone.
Are the dogs reflection his owner ? or vice versa ??? Waka waka wekekek....

Can you imagine professor's feeling, when he said "Hachii.. hachiiiiii...." ???
Yes, I can. It's wonderful. Someday, I'll call their name again..

--- Hachii.. Hachiiiiii.... ---

Sunday, July 4

my name is khan

my name is Khan, and I am not a terrorist..

This statement was great..
My ammi (Khan's mother) taught me like this, "... There are 2 kind of people in the world, the good people & the bad people."

I recommended this for all of you
It's not about a Bollywood movie, but the special one. Strong story about humanity. Lot's of messages there. I can't tell anymore and I don't want to spoil a great movie. Just watch it, and you'll be impressed..

--- salute for Khan's ---

Friday, July 2

ai'em colli mbok..

... I am a night creature ...

Am I a werewolf ??? Or ...
I am "kalong" a.k.a vampire. I always sleep over the midnight, in other words, dawn day. But I don't drink blood, waka waka..
This is my bad habit, don't try this at home :p

Eeeeh, habit ?
Because this is a part of my life, my jobs & my responsibilities too. I always coding in that time. That is the best time for us (programmer) to develop system. We away from the crowds and focus to LOC (Line of Code).
Lots of my friends also complain about this issues.. Are you?


(Yesterday) I hate this..
Someone, but I think "something" called to my mobile phone with "its" private number. PRIVATE NUMBER at 1.00 am, awawawaw.. I ended yours, freak..
I hate when someone doing this to me. These are my opinions, SMS is important, calling is more important. A priority is priority, don't make it useless, even for sneaky.

Then, I decided to sleep at 2.00 am.

Why do birds, suddenly appear~~
Why I post this song (doh)
Suddenly, my mother called me at 7.00 am. I was shocked, picked up the phone, and angry. I had 5 hours only for sleeping. (My family knew that I was a night creature, but she did it anyway). She heard my angry voice, she said sorry and reminded me about the office job, then she closed the call.

Next..
I wanted to sleep again. But, I couldn't. I felt guilty, I had snapped simbok..
At noon, I sent message to her, I asked sorry because my anger. And she just laughed at me :)

--- luph simbok ---

Thursday, July 1

kesha - tik tok (lyric)

kesha - tik tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Got my glasses on, I’m out the door
I’m gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I ain’t coming back

I’m talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
[x2]

Ain’t got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain’t got no money in my pocket, but I’m already here
And now the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I’m talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin till they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
[x2]

DJ, you build me up,
You break me down
My heart, it pounds, Yeah, you got me
With my hands up, You got me now
You got that sound, Yea, you got me

DJ, you build me up, You break me down
My heart, it pounds, Yeah, you got me
With my hands up, Put your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party don’t start til I walk in

Don’t stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don’t stop no
[x2]

Download song :: kesha - tik tok

Wednesday, June 30

reply: message

... you got something going on ...

The rainbow is beautiful,
because it has seven colors..

Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Indigo, Purple

But I have more beautiful life,
because I have you that makes it more colorful!


Do you remember?
you were happy when send this message..
So, I replied to you
hope that you get more happiness..

--- koak koaaak ---

Tuesday, June 29

percy jackson & the olympians: the lightning thief

... I loved there, because I can think clearly ...


I'm a person that up-to-date with new movies. And I watch lately. Not to concern with the "premier", but I have more priority to do.. So, here I am. Post about Percy Jackson & The Olympians, the first story :)

I was impressed with the intro..
Not about meeting of Zeus & Poseidon. A cool scene, when Percy was under water, took place in a pool. The atmosphere was fresh there, calm but clear. It feels very different when we swim with our eyes, with goggles, or the side of camera. In our eyes, will look blurred. With goggles, obvious enough, but still limited. On the side of camera, we can see everything clearly. Amazing zone..
After reached the water surface, Percy said: "... I loved there (water), because I can think clearly" *remember, he son of Poseidon, water god*

My puzzle
When I watched this movie, the Greek mythology book which I read, it felt so real for me. I love to know about Greek mythology, because when I was little child, I always watch Hercules (Kevin Sorbo) & Xena: The Warrior Princess (Lucy Lawless). I am adore the gods in myth. Lots of gods, lots of characters, lots of creatures, and these are we called myth. Then, the book tells about background & history of each stories. It complements my imagination, imagination is like puzzle for me. And Percy Jackson & The Olympians movie likes a jackpot, ha3..

Can you feel each characters?
We would know connection betweens gods and human, and the new comer, demi-gods as their children. Zeus, Poseidon, Hades are the big 3 of Olympians, and they are siblings. Athens goddess of wisdom. Only 4 gods that played a role.

How about the creatures?
I hope I don't miss something..

The tools..
Sorry, lack of knowledge (doh)

Plus
The Original Soundtrack. I could hear Kesha - Tik Tok, when Percy, Grover, and Anabeth in Vegas. Kyaaaaaaaaa.. the timing was great. * i'll post it later *

--- can't wait the second story ---

Monday, June 28

penguin.. oups, linux....

. . . . . .

Lots of issues & problems
Many arguments
Much experiences too
Success and Failure is so thin
And it has become a habit

This is hard to tell, the truth
Maybe,
Not only possible, but surely
I must to familiarize with penguin
Oups, Linux..

--- have a penguin day, guyz ---

Sunday, June 27

confuse..

... ummmmmm ...

Sunday morning is time for watching cartoon..
One of my habits. Have a great time with another story of life. Although it just an imagination from the writer. And imagination is a kind of people's hope, right?

I like Bleach very much..
Lots of character there, I means, lots of COOL character there. The opening & ending always look great. The Opening shows shinigami's part a.k.a the story itself. And the Ending shows daily life, they wear usual clothes, like us.
Each of characters had interesting background to be watched. Have a strong relationship too. We could learn from them :)

Then, something happened..
== in Bleach 146 >> save Inoue from Aizen ==
When Ichigo, Ishida and Chad came to Uekomundo, they overtook by Rukia and Renji. Then, Rukia suddenly hit Ichigo, and said: ".... Why you couldn't wait us (Rukia & Renji)? We will definitely back, you know. And never ask this stupid reason again. We are friends, right?".

== in Bleach xxx (before 146) >> Ichigo fight Green Jo, and lost ==
Rukia came to console him, and said: ".... So this is a man who I liked..".

From the first time, I knew that Ichigo and Inoue were suitable. But, when Rukia came, it was blurred..

--- this make me curious and confused ---

Saturday, June 26

the holiday

... OLD Hopes VS NEW Hopes ...

It wasn't about my holiday, but last night I watched drama movie, The Holiday. I was late 20-30 minutes on the beginning. And it wasn't a big problem, the story was easy to follow.

This drama has attracted me, because I found big smile from Cameron Diaz *never doubt she joined at Charlie's Angles*. And Jude Law's blue eyes *even I didn't like his wavy hairstyle on this movie*. There was Jack Black too, he added his sense of humor *of course, he did*. The other was Kate Winslet, I didn't realize her, until my sista said: "She was Kate, right? *sorry Kate, you're not on my line, so I forgot you*.

I am post this, not only to review the actor. Although the actor side is one of my reason to watch a movie. They must be a "COOL" people for me, ha3..

Find the messages, guys..
I recommend this movie drama for people that difficult to forgot the OLD hopes and can't see the NEW hopes. Or someone just like me, that always stick in the past, don't realize present to move forward in future.

--- act a fool ---

Wednesday, June 23

princess velasco - where are you now (lyric)

princess velasco - where are you now

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the girls I miss
And the guys we've kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first boyfriend
I thought that he was the one
To my last boyfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
He didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To the ones who cared
Who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

Friday, June 18

buddies....

. . . . . . . .

He loves you,
but he isn't your boyfriend.
He cares you,
but he isn't your family.
He wants to share anything,
but he isn't your cognation.
He is BUDDY..

BUDDY..
Angry like daddy.
Care like mommy.
Naughty like a big brother.
Annoying like a little brother.
But love you more than a lover.

--- psst.. psssssst.. thank you.... ---

Thursday, June 17

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Wednesday, June 16

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Tuesday, June 15

they always there

... I am blessed ...

I am a commuter from Magelang to Jogja..
From Monday to Thursday, I stay at Jogja as freelance programming & lab's assistant. Half of my soul always in there. Half rest is in Magelang, my hometown. From Thursday to Sunday, I rock with my family at my home sweet home and work in office as a developer & programmer on Friday & Saturday. I am grateful for 4th part of my life, because some people are jealous with me.

Remember this, if there are people *talking* about you, you should believe this:
they are jealous with us, so you're so lucky, you have more than them, be thankful :D
This is my positive learning, positive better than negative, right?

In some reason, I must go to Jogja on Tuesday..
I ran out of travel tickets. Some appointments were unclear. I stuck on my family.
So, i choose to go with my aunties, they always go to Jogja at 5:30 am.
lee :: 5.30 am *glek* (swallowing sounds)

The third reason have a great impact for me. I am not willing to leave my lovely family. Yes, I am mama's girl and papa's girl too.. It's hard to me for leaving my home in a long distance, even for a moment. When I should prepare or packing time, my mood always bad, temper one :(

But, these is the special one..
When the time is right, and I must to leave from my home, these reasons make me comfortable than before:
>> I always say goodbye to each member of family, and they will remind me everything..
>> Daddy would lead me to the office's travel, and on the way, he will share his advice
>> Simbok would accompany me until in front of my house, and she will go in when I really leaving
Again, I am grateful..

--- June 8th & 15th, 2010 06.00 am ---
she was there when I am leaving