After hearing some stories, behind the scene,
I can said that: I am jealous..
But this is the "positive" one, hahahaaa
I am jealous, because I can't be "that person" * and this happens because of decision that I've taken
I've been predicting all of these risks, until I thought I'm ready
And I was wrong..
It's difficult for me, to being like this..
When should I go? Or when should I stop?
Mr.Regret always comes at the end of the story
I can only hope that my first hope will come true,
and all I did was not in vain..
Though sometimes I feel galau (anxious)
This is my description about galau
a moment where you know there is something that has happened,
you've tried to act or react, but you're not getting responses,
and all you can do is wait.. waited.. and waited....
until you're tired of waiting, and you try to forget it
and it all just missed,
wo kan bu kai ye fang bu kai yin wei wo ceng jian guo ai qing zhen de sheng kai I cannot accept or let go, because I have seen love blossom before wo yao deng dai yi zhi deng dai deng na yi ge ye wan cong hui yi hui lai I am waiting and will continue waiting until that night when love returns dang ni yong bao zhe wo na yi shun jian wo xiang fei dao kong zhong The moment you hugged me, I felt like I was floating in the air er dang wo huan huan jiang luo wo bu zai shi wo wo you le meng wo zai meng zhong And when I returned back to the ground, I wasn't me again, I have a dream, in my dream
# refrain ai lai guo lai de na me mei na me xiong Love came so violently and beautifully huan hu zhe cong wo sheng ming hen hen nian guo Calling me and drifting past me lian yi han ye dou bu zheng qi de zhen xi cheng xiao rong Even regrets cherish happiness ai lai guo rang wo wan zheng guo xing fu guo Love once made me whole and happy zen me neng qing yi jiu fang ta zou wo bu xiang jie tuo wo zhi pa cuo guo How can I let it go, I won't let go, I am afraid of missing it wo jiu shi yao deng ni hui lai ai wo I only wanna wait for you to come back and love me
ji mo xuan hua wo bu hei pa yin wei wo zhi ting de jian dui ni de qian guo Loneliness is defeaning, but I am not afraid, because I only hear my pining for you shi jie hen da hui rong de xia wo zhe xiao xiao sha sha wan gu de xin yang The world is big, will it hold, this small, strong belief ni you mei you guo cheng nuo wo yi wang le na yi bu zhong yao le Whether you have promised, I have forgotten as it is not important fan zheng wo dou hui shou hou zai meng zhong shou hou wo zui wei yi zui mei de meng I will wait anyway in my dreams, my only beautiful dream
# back to refrain
ru guo xu yao dong yong qi ji lai jiao huan mei li If I need such courage in exchange for memories jiu rang lei zheng fa xia cheng xue hua Let tears fall like snow he wo yi qi zai ai zhong bei rong hua And melt me together with love
Began with listening to familiar songs, favorite one
"Jerry Yan - OST Down With Love"
Then started to see its opening.. # dag dig dug
Ellaa.. Ellaaaa Chen is there.... unyuuu~~ unyuuuuuu~~~ # didn't expect to see her
I watched her drama with my glassy eyes for a while,
just because I want to see Ella, I was so excited >_< # a lil thing, my lil thing called love
In the night, I came to "my brother"'s wedding # I've considered him as my brother