s.h.e - i've never been to me (lyric)

s.h.e - i've never been to me

Hey lady, you lady
Cursin' at your life
You're a discontened mother
And a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about
The things you'll never do
But I wish someone had to talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you

I've been to Georgia and California
And anywhere I could run
Took the hand of a preacher man
And we made love in the sun
But I ran out of pieces and friendly faces
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady
Don't you just walk away
Cause I have this need to tell you
Why I'm alone today
I can see so much of me
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart
That has lived million lies

Oh... I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece
Why I slipped champagne on a yacth
I moved like harlot in Monte Carlo
And showed'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
And I've seen somethings
That a woman ain't supposed to see
Hey lady...
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

Sometimes I've been to cryin
For unborn children
That might have made to complete
But I, I took the sweet life
And never knew I'd bitter from the sweet
I spent my life exploring the subtle whoring
That cost too much to be free
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

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refreshing to kaliurang (last part)

... day two ...

Early morning

Each one of us woke up for preparing the day. Took a bath, watch tv, enjoy snack and made some exciting planning too. We were so enthusiastic, the new journey had been waiting for us.

First breakfast.. Breakfast first..

The natural instincts said: you must eat, you must eat.. So, we decided to go to traditional market on the top of Kaliurang. We chose a place that looked clean and large, large enough to accommodate us for playing UNO as usual, he3.. Then, we orderer some food, like fried rice, sate kambing and soto sapi. Nothing special about the breakfast, because lots of place were selling the same menu..

What is next?

We went to Telaga Putri. Along the way to the entrance gate, we heard some sellers said: "peanuts for monkey.. peanuts for monkey....". Monkey is same as luthung (Indonesia's term), and luthung is human ancestors. So, I heard this statement repeated many times: peanuts for monkey.. peanuts for luthung.. peanuts for YOU.... kwkwkwkw *gojek kere mode on*

After entering the gate, we saw a pool with a little fountain. At first time, I didn't know, why it located on the beginning place. Hmmmmmm, just decoration only..

Our ancestors

Then, we continued our journey. There were 3 path, left, middle, and right, we chose the middle one. I was surprised when lots of visitor were going home from our path. Were we lost? I hope not..

My guess was wrong, when we saw some monkeys roam freely (from this point i would call monkey as luthung). Luthungz were everywhere, they climbed trees, searched some food and gathered with their community. Unfortunately, the presence of visitors interfered their natural life. Luthungz always seeking food from food scraps and the environment became dirty with garbage. Again, the human were shifted balance of the nature.

Telaga Putri's Waterfall

Not far from the place we saw luthung, we saw a beautiful waterfall called Telaga Putri's Waterfall. And in front of us, there was a group of tourist (maybe from UGM) that took photos there. A small place that very crowded..

The waterfall looked great when we saw it from a distance. But, when we came closer, the underneath pool looked dirty. Again and again, human were the main man.

Gardu Pandang

Next, we decided to follow a group from UGM, climbed the ladder series. We didn't know where we went, we just knew that there was a way. Here began our great journey..

It was a long and heavy journey I ever had, because the zig zag's path from bottom to the top. The ladder series composed of rocks, and it sometimes slippery. It need full or even extra attention to walk step by step. This "deadly path" had made a victim, Anix. She looked exhausted, pale, refused us to speak even though complain too. We worried about her, because she always behind us. I had cold sweats too. Oups, it was a bad omen for me, so I decided to focus on mine first.

Gardu Pandang was our destination. It is a kind of tower view made of steel structure, it consist of 3 floors. How pity were we.. The Gardu Pandang was untreated, lots of rust, damaged stairs. I can't and I didn't want to go to the highest floor, I was scary when I climbed to second floor. Scary Tower....

*Remember about the fountain*

After we came to Gardu Pandang, we knew that we would back to the start point, so we felt lighter than before.. Yihaaa~~~ The back's trip was very brief and great. We took some picture there, in a place that i called "ijo-ijo". "Ijo" means green, it was green like a jungle. Lots of smile there, Anix's smile to, ha3....

Welcome back to the fountain :D

Now, I knew it's function.. Water made us refreshed after exhausted from long journey. I love fountain much, the water made me alive.

Packing time

Like Cinderella's Story, it's almost 12 o'clock, so we must back to lodging house for preparing ours for going home.

~~ cleaned our self ~ cleaned lodging house ~ prepared & packed everything ~ didn't forget to snack time and watch tv ~~

Our departure time was accompanied by rain again. I thought, the rain love us :D

--- Aaaaaargh, I forgot to post this story last week ---

nb: I like this very much

refreshing to kaliurang (part 2)

... day one ...

Our start point is from Andrew's house, he was the driver of our journey

Then, we (me, Hernawan, Bayu & Andrew) went to Anix's house to pick up her, because it is in the middle of our trip, Jogja - Jalan Magelang (Anix's house in here) - Kaliurang. From this moment, Anix became our guide, she did duet with Andrew :P because she often travels from Jogja to Kaliurang, actually she is the native one too..

Jogja's sky as bright as our hearts.. But, Kaliurang's sky didn't....

So, we decided to check in on our lodging house first. Then, we played UNO and bridge card too, plus had some snack. While waiting for the rain to stop, we were "warming up" for a moment.. Was it weirdo warming up? Of course not, because lots of energy explored with playing cards, chatting, laughing and joking. This is our habits, our moments :)

Although it was still raining, we decided to go out, to find our first food

We knew that there was Sate's seller in front of the lodging house, so we walked to get there, with 2 umbrellas too just in case.. Rainy day.. Umbrella.. I was reminded a right song about it, Bonnie Pink - Its Gonna Rain.. *singing* ciao~~ ciaooo~~~~

We are so lucky, we still got Sate Ayam n Sate Kambing there

Psst.. psssst.... From the first time, the seller said that Sate is out to buyers before us, xixixi.... While waiting for Sate, we started our habbits, playing UNO card until we had our supper (rock). I think Sate Kambing more delicious than Sate Ayam, because we felt more warmer and enthusiastic.

The next quest: looking for firewood

We continued to look for firewood right behind the lodging house. Adventurers travels by walking there.. Unfortunately, firewood still wet because of the rain. We must went back to lodging house, then we drove to a more distant. We got enough dry firewood for the night (yahoo)

Burning mode on - version 1

When we got to lodging house, we decided immediately to make some roasted corns. First at all, we started to make the camp fire. But, it started raining again, so we cancelled our planning.. Not a bad effort, we still protected the camp fire for later. Yeap, we waited for the rain to stop with playing UNO again.

Burning mode on - version 2

We started "bebaqaran" event, when the rain had not really stopped, he3.. Boys prepared the camp fire again, whereas girls prepared corns and seasonings. I called "a lovely roasted corn", because we roasted with joy n love. Additional bonus were 5 natural elements: Fire for the fire itself, Water for the rain, Earth for corn that felt to ground, Wood for the firewood and Wind for wind of the night. Yummy.. yummy.... I am really a sweet corn lovers..

Then, what did we do ?

Remember, from the first time we came to lodging house until this chapter, I didn't mention the "bath" word, because all of us didn't take a bath (rofl).. We just cleaned up ourself from bebaqaran event, then we gathered to family room again.

Playing UNO and bridge cards. Snack time. Watching tv. It was time to relax.. We also did small party, Brem's Party. Brem is traditional drink from Bali, brought by Bayu. I didn't like it, but i must drank to make my body warm.

Tea pot & dinner time

Because the cold atmosphere in Kaliurang, we must kept our body warm. Eating is the right solution, kwkwkwkw....

We drove to a place called tea pot to have dinner. We ordered fried rices, fried noodles and some tea pot too. Tea pot is hot tea that served with clay tools (cup & pot). No sugar, but with lump sugar. Sometimes, traditional one is more interesting. We waited our dinner with playing UNO too..

It was a great night, because the rain came down again, while we enjoyed playing UNO and tea pot time..

Last chapter of day one

After dinner, we back to lodging house. We gathered in family room and watching tv. I was interested when I found Twins Effect 1 in Indosiar. This film always make me stunned. Twin's first film, consist of action, drama, comedy film.. Unconsciously, we stunned and watched together until the movie finished.

Then we decided to end day one with a big sleep :D

--- to be continued ---

refreshing to kaliurang (part 1)

Finally,

i had a chance to take a vacation with my "Big Famz"

Yeap, after much discussion, we decided to go to Kaliurang on our little holiday..

Who were WE ?

I always say that, I love my society around me. My Big Famz is one of them, and the special one. This is Indonesian statement which refers to our relationship (i can't translate it): "Lebih baik hubungan yang apa adanya, daripada ada apanya..". Be wise, people :D

The Big Famz are Me, Hernawan, Andrew, Emi as Mamii, Bayu and dex Anix as my lil'sista. Unfortunately, Mamii Emi couldn't join us, because she must to go to Singapore with her parents, huhuhu.. But, the vacation must go on..

Why we chose Kaliurang ?

We just want to take a little break from our daily activity. Refreshing time with people that we loved. I'm sure, it was a great time..

We stayed 2 days and a night in a lodging house. It consist of: 2 bedrooms with its bathroom and multi-function family room that we used for had a snack time, "gojek kere", playing card n UNO card, watching tv, and get-togethers.

And why I called our little holiday ?

All of the member of big famz were graduated. Some of us back to his/her city. Several of us also have worked to another city. We have different responsibility too. The world has change, huh..

Honestly, it is difficult to make us together. But, because of that strong reason, we miss to get-togethers again.

it isn't the matter of where is the place or what is the time

but, with whom you share it

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cap cay luthungz

... it's now or neva ...

Previously..

I forgot to write my journey about Culinary on Wednesday afternoon. And I am posting now, because I still remember every moments that happened on that day.

Starting from incident Saturday afternoon on office, I set my status's plurk: "Office's dishes are great, because its remind us to live close to the people". It was Cap Cay Jawa, a simple Cap Cay that made you never forget it.

I didn't know why, people around me immediately asked me to treat for Cap Cay. Some of them, I called them Anti-Lutungz and I was the Luthungz, they started to post about Cap Cay Luthungz @ Rumah Makan Baru, ha3..

At first, I refused it, but I have planned since the beginning, so it doesn't matter to me.

How about the rainy day ?

I think this was the best part on that day. At first, we planned to walk to Rumah Makan Baru, near Duta Wacana. So, I said ~~it's cancel.. it's cancel.. it's cancel because the heavy rainy~~. And no need to guess anymore, kho penguin became our driver (lol).

Who were join with me ?

Me, of course (remember Cap Cay Luthungz). My new queen, bu Othie. A couple of criminal, kho yuan and cie niken. My new guests, kho willy (penguin) and kho antonius. Most of them are Anti-Luthungz that always toy the Luthungz, hikz....

But I'm very myself, no worried at all :)

What were the menu ?

Fried Cap Cay (accordance with the title) and Fu Yung Hay. Not too bad.. (I am egg's lovers)

Psst, psssssst, Cap Cay Magelang is the best. Magelang's people always say the same thing. I'm affraid if they hear like that, and I can't imagine, what happen next..

I love that moments..

Chatting, sharing, gossiping and having lunch together..

I feel lucky to know each of them. And I realized that my life filled with cool people. Because there is no "distance" between us, and it make me give thanks every time.

--- what is the next MILESTONE ? ---

ramen, ramen n ramen (culinary)

... ramen noodles ...

Before the official culinary (Wednesday), blue wants ramen (typical Japanese noodles), xixixixi.. We hunted some places in Jogja, especially Kaliurang district. Some ramen's seller detected in there. Then, I chose to follow blue's journey. It took 30 minutes, started from Duta Wacana until our last target. Remember our last story, he3....

Actually, I'm still curious about its original flavor. I don't believe, if it's taste is sour. There are some odd mixtures of vegetables too, but I like the sweet corn one.

First time I tried ramen at Samurai Ramen (long time ago), Kaliurang St. near Merapi View. Weeew, it was sour, because they made his own sauce from apple, vinegar, etc.. Is it original Ramen? I don't like it..

At Tuesday afternoon, we checked Nikou Ramen in Selokan Mataram, but it closed. Then, we went to Kaliurang district, we found Sentana Bistro (before Ring Road), but it very quiet. Finally, we decided not to eat Ramen, but we tried at Indian restaurant. I ordered Indian curry rice, nothing special here, I'm so disappointed, hu3 :(

How about our dinner?

Again and again, we hunted Ramen. Our target was Ramen at Kaliurang St. (in front of Superindo). I ordered beef's ramen - somen, they said that somen is a bit salty noodles. Hmmmmmm, I was interested on it. From the second experience, I said that Ramen is so sour to me, I really not like it. I would eat ramen when I miss it only. Do you feel the same?

--- We also found Naruto Ramen. Naruto favorite food is Ramen, right? ---

epik high ft jisun (loveholic) - one (lyric)

Original Lyric

(Ticking…)
ONE!
Time is tickin’. T-Time is tickin’, tickin’.
Time is tickin’, T-Time is tickin’ away…

geu dae, nul mu ri bu re sso da ji neun geol, i yu eob shi sso da ji neun geol
ah mu do mo reu jyo, shim jang so ge yu ri jo gak pok pung i mo ra chi neun geol
sang cheo ga byeong i dwae seo. mo deun mu ni byeo gi dawe seo
geo ul so ge nae ga jeo gi dwae seo ah.peu.jyo?

ah mu do geu dael mo reu ge ga du go. su meul jo reu ge nwa du go
ggeu cheul go reu ge man deul jyo (cham na ppeu jyo) i se sang so ge seol i yu eob saet jyo
do ra gal gi reul seon taek tto eob shi ma nyang geot get jyo
ne ma eum bo da geu dae su mi meon jeo meot get jyo

sang cheo… hyung teo… nul mu ri… heu reu go
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
ju geum so geul he mae deon (neol rae ga gu hae jul ge)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)
You are the one. neon na eh gu won
Time is tickin’. T..

se sang eh bu reul ji reun geu dae so ni jyo. sa ram deu re nun ga ri meun geu dae mok shi jyeo
geu dae nu ne bi chu deon go tong i ran byeo ri geu dae do shi jyo
(ah jik tto ggu meul be na yo?) su meul se na yo? sseo da beo rin nun mul gi pi reul jae na yo?
hi mang eun ga ra an neun jong i bae in ga yo? seul peu jyo?

hok shi ba me tta me heum ppeok jeo jeo gge na yo? yang shi mi ttang e gi myeo beo beok dwe na yo?
ggeu shi ra go saeng gak dwe na yo? gwaen cha na yo? ’cause I understand.
nae ga go jang nan geu mo me hyung teo, san san jo gang nan geu ho ne sum gyeo beo rin nul mul do ji wo jul ge yo
geu dae so neul nae so ne um kyeo jwi go mi deo jul ge yo

sang cheo… hyung teo… nul mu ri… heu reu go
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
ju geum so geul he mae deon (neol rae ga gu hae jul ge)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin’)
You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)
you are the one. neon na eh gu won

sang cheo ga in na yo? hyung teo ga in na yo? eo dum so ge seo he mae go in na yo?
sang cheo ga in na yo? hyung teo ga in na yo? eo dum so ge seo he mae go in na yo?
(Faith, Destiny, Love.)
you’re still beautiful to me.
You are the one.
eo dum so geul geot go i seul ttae
(eo dum so ge ni ga sa ro ja pil ttae nae su mi ga chi hae)
neon na eh gu won
nae ge so neul geon ne jun geu dae
(se sang so ge mu ni ne ge da chil ttae nae so neul ba chil ge)
Time is tickin’. T-Time is tickin’, tickin’.
Time is tickin’, T-Time is tickin’ away…
na eh gu won
ONE!

English Translation

ONE!
Time is tickin’. T-Time is tickin’, tickin’.
Time is tickin’, T-Time is tickin’ away…

I want to see your tears pour out, pour out without reason
No one knows inside your heart, The glass fragments raging a storm
The wounds become a sickness, All doors become a wall
I’ve become an enemy in the mirror, doesn’t it hurt?

[I'll] keep anyone from knowing about you, [I'll] leave the breath to tighten out
I’ll force you to choose the end, (aren’t I bad?), I’ll take away all reason in this world for you to to stand
Without the choice of the road back, [I guess] you’ll walk to the end
Your breath would probably end before my heart

Wounds… Scars… Tears… Flowing
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are wandering through death, (I’ll save you…)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are the one.
When you’re walking in shadows
(When I’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
I’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close for me, I’ll support you with my hand)
you are the one. you are my savior.
Time is tickin′. T…

Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone’s eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes like stars become your city
Are your still dreaming, sleeping? Are you measuring all the tears you’ve shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn’t it sad?

Maybe you wake up drenched in sweat at night, Is consciousness crawling on the floor?
Are you thinking it’s the end, are you ok? ’cause I understand
I’m a scar on your broken body, I’ll erase the tears you’ve hidden away in your shattered marriage
I’ll grab your hand With my hand and trust you

You are wandering through death, (I’ll save you…)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are the one.
When you’re walking in shadows
(When I’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
I’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close, I’ll support you with my hand)
you are the one. you are my savior.
you are the one. you are my savior.

Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?
Do you have wounds, do you have scars, Are you wandering through shadows?
(Faith, Destiny, Love.)
you′re still beautiful to me.
You are the one.
When you’re walking in shadows
(When I’m panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
you are my savior
I’ll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close for me, I’ll support you with my hand)
Time is tickin′. T-Time is tickin′, tickin′.
Time is tickin′, T-Time is tickin′ away…
My savior.
ONE!

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