i hate that

... why? ...

this is the reason
why I always hate those place
but I should still be there

--- nobody wants to be there ---

we like the pain

... grey's anatomy S01E07 ...

The Self-Destruct Button

maybe we like the pain

maybe we're wired that way..

because without it,

I don't know..

maybe we just wouldn't feel real

what's that saying?

"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?"

"Because it feels so good when I stop."

--- damn, it's true ---

letter to you

... my reason to smile ...

oh baby you gotta know nothing in this world compares

the lovin' you give is so true

i guess all the stars on my side

so many nights have i prayed you'd be mine

and when you kiss, you light my way showing me how

it's so beautiful to believe in love, in you and me

GOMAWOOO.. you're the joy of my life, my reason to smile

i catch myself thinking why you are here, by my side

not knowing what you see in me

i guess love can clear out the clouds

carry you in the wind to my heart

cuz when you touch, you take away all of my fears

and the happiness you give to me, the same i'll do for you

SARANG HE.. sincerely from my heart, my reason to smile

cuz when you touch, you light my way, showing me how

it's so beautiful to believe in love, in you and me

GOMAWOOO.. you're the joy of my life, my reason to smile

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nguing2 on my mind

... 2 am - love you, hate you ...

Love love love You, but I hate You

Hate hate hate You, but I love You

Wae ~ ~ ~ nae ~ ~ ~ ga wae ~ ~ ~ irae

[ Why ~ ~ ~ I ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ since the why ]

--- deo deo deo deoneun mot chama neo neo neo wae neol mot tteona ---

sluuurp....

... weekend meals ...

I didn't accept it!!

After you said that things, I told to simbok that I want to increase my weight. Actually, this was one of my hopes at last new year. I thought 50 - 60 is better for me ^^

How about my sis?

My sister just told that she was bored because of the same menu these days. She told to simbok too, that she wanted simbok to cook some menu..

Last result..

Here was our weekend menu:

• Friday :: Perkedel Ayam + Schotle + Salad Buah
• Saturday :: Fu Yung Hai + Nasi Lesah + Baceman
• Sunday :: Bistik Galantin + Salad Buah
• Monday :: Bistik Galantin.. Is it same? No problemo for me, I love bistik..

You know what..

I usually eat those food, hahahaaa.. Simbok is the great chef I ever had ^^

And the best thing of this story, I realized that fruit is delicious, yummy..

Gomawooo....

--- I loph my mom ---

Apriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiil is coming ^^

... April April April April April ...

I just want to tell that

I love April

no matter what

even you didn't know it

--- because, I can still remember you ---

it's all about lines

... grey's anatomy S01E02 ...

The First Cut Is the Deepest

it's all about lines

the finish line at the end of residency

waiting in line for a chance at the operating table

and then there's the most important line

the line separating you from the people you work with

it doesn't help to get too familiar

to make friends

you need boundaries between you and the rest of the world

other people are far too messy

it's all about lines

drawing lines in the sand

and praying like hell no one crosses them

at some point, you have to make some a decision

boundaries don't keep other people out

they fence you in

life is messy

that's how we're made

so, you can waste your life drawing lines

or you can live your life crossing them

but there are some lines

that a way too dangerous to cross

here's what i know

if you're willing to take the chance

the view from the other side is spectacular

--- funny, huh ---

comic :: especially for you

... for the precious one ...

look at his face, it looks as mbiyiing as her

--- mbiyiing law ---

mbiyiing == dudutz and dudutz == mbiyiing

[krik.. krik.. krik....]

when we are in the "cool mode", stay cool as we can

I knew if I was cool, unfortunately she was menthel

geez, I still like her style >,<

[haiyaaaaaaaaah]

sometimes, I feel gemez & gregeten if she did crobo things

now, I just grabbed her hair

hmmmmm, when I could kicking easily [hoping]

[cup.. cup.. cup.... elus.. elus....]

when mewek & menjeb comes

I always be there for you as usual

and vise versa, gomawoooo ^^

no matter what happens

even when the sky is falling down

*’** ******* ***

**** *’** ***** *** *** **

--- still on my promise ---

3 hours [part 2]

... what was I doing ...

[1] As usual, lee was on the way by car, sleeping :p

[2] I watched the ID's car that passing with mine, AA - Magelang, AB - Yogyakarta, AD - Solo, B - Jakarta and H - Semarang. Cold Lava's impact was huge too..

[3] I sang children song, "Dari Terbit Matahari" (suddenly remember this song), because I saw beautiful scenery there, especially the sky. I took a picture that unique one ^^

[4] From Act-3, I started to listen songs from my HP, next was humming and tapping..

I set my playlist on shuffle mode, then I got surprise in the result, and I called it "All About You", hahahaaa..

• 1. 2NISE - Because Of You
• 2. MYMP - Especially For You
• 3. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Gomawoo ^^

[5] When I arrived at Magelang city, I felt that I look like someone who had been fired from the job, wakakakakakakak....

--- truly a waste of time, fatigue, stress ---

juwita suwito - breath again (lyric)

juwita suwito - breath again

have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
wonder how it feels when you just have to start a new
never knowing, where you're going,

when you face a brand new day
it used to be that way, now I just closed my eyes and say

[chorus]
I just wanna breath again,

learn to face the joy and pain
discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more
I just wanna face the day,

forget about the worst of yesterday
maybe if I hope a little, try a little more, I will breath again

starting out again is never easy
disappointments come and go,

but life still moves on
with a bit of luck, it’s a brand new start
that might just work my way, no need to walk away
don’t wanna live on life’s replay

[back to chorus]

things will work out fine
if you can find the courage to look past the nite
to see the break of dawn

Download song :: juwita suwito - breath again