so 'human'

If this statement is right,

I conclude into 2 different things

... positive ...

we sharing the love each other

... negative ...

one of us is a selfish one

--- i'm not a tool or a fool ---

5 minutes story

... or even less ...

On this kind of situation..

If any of you who feel curious about my strange act

Or what I've done to you at this time

I have a right answer for you

You ::

Are we okay? Why did you do like that to me?

Did I have a mistake? I didn't do anything, right???

Lee ::

Ummmmm, that's the big problem

You didn't do anything when I need it..

--- enough is enough ---

lose control

... Grey's Anatomy - S02E03 ...

Make Me Lose Control

No one likes to lose control,

but as a surgeon, there's nothing worse.

It's a sign of weakness

of not being up to the task.

How can someone be so offensive

and yet so charming all at the same time?

It's an art form.

And still, there are times when it just gets away from you

when the world stops spinning and you realize

that your shiny little scalpel isn't gonna save you.

And no matter how hard you fight it

You fall,

and it's scary as hell..

Except,

if there's an upside to free-falling,

it's the chance you give your friends to catch you.

--- brilliant ---

lil' chit-chat..

... funny thing ...

Today, I had a little chit-chat..

Dunno why, our topic was about 'selfish' people around us

I heard some names there

I was intrigued by those statement

why you were on the list?

Then, I tried to find a story behind that

I got some detail cases

Last Result :: no defense from me

We just chit-chat on the open-forum

I didn't have a right to blame anybody

However,

it wasn't only me

my people said it too..

I'm sorry

I can't be that person again

--- or poor one ---

andrea bocelli ft celine dion - the prayer (lyric)

andrea bocelli ft celine dion - the prayer

I pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don’t know

Let this be our prayer
When we lose our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe

La luce che to dai
I pray we’ll find your light
Nel cuore restero
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarchi che
When stars go out each night
L’eterna stella sei

Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c’e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe

Sognamo un mondo senza piu violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E’il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we’ll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

Download song :: andrea bocelli ft celine dion - the prayer

fill the blank

... next schedule ...

09.50 pm :: ....

05.00 am :: ....

11.00 am :: ....

12.00 am :: ....

04.00 pm :: ....

05.00 pm :: ....

??.?? pm :: sleeping time & i hope this time happen right now

... better to cancel some activities ...

nothing to say

when 'nothing' is better than ...

i don't want to say

.. how ..

.. why ..

.. what ..

.. who ..

.. when ..

.. where ..

because i don't want to get this answer anymore

.. secret ..

--- up to you ---

fox rain (translation)

lee sun hee - fox rain

I still don’t understand love

So I can’t get any closer

But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?

I’m haunted by you again and again

I just can’t get away

This hopeless love

Hurts my heart so much

Going from day to night

You’re all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly

What should I do?

The heart follows love

What am I going to do?

This hopeless love

Hurts my heart so much

Going from day to night

You’re all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly

What should I do?

The day when my pain fades away

Will that day ever come?

Being so pitiful and silly

What can I do after all?

The moonlight is so beautiful

I just can’t get away

Let me lie down by your side for a moment

A moment, just a moment

--- gomawoo, mike ^^ ---

f.t. island - the one (lyric)

f.t. island - the one

as long as I'm with you, I can't go wrong
oh baby what you do to me?
you're the one

I've been trying to see you
for such a long long time
maybe I'm just sad to face that I
but I won't lie
when it comes to loving you
all those things that I would do

[ chorus ]
been waiting for this day for far too long
I never could imagine it so strong
as long as I'm with you, I can't go wrong
oh baby what you do to me?
you're the one

how I try to reach you (oooh)
in everyway I can
but it's hard to find a way to show
that I'm your man

when it comes to loving you
all those things that I would do

[ back to chorus ]

when it comes to loving you
all those things that I would do
oh yeah

[ back to chorus ]

Download song :: f.t. island - the one

i hate that

... why? ...

this is the reason
why I always hate those place
but I should still be there

--- nobody wants to be there ---

we like the pain

... grey's anatomy S01E07 ...

The Self-Destruct Button

maybe we like the pain

maybe we're wired that way..

because without it,

I don't know..

maybe we just wouldn't feel real

what's that saying?

"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?"

"Because it feels so good when I stop."

--- damn, it's true ---

letter to you

... my reason to smile ...

oh baby you gotta know nothing in this world compares

the lovin' you give is so true

i guess all the stars on my side

so many nights have i prayed you'd be mine

and when you kiss, you light my way showing me how

it's so beautiful to believe in love, in you and me

GOMAWOOO.. you're the joy of my life, my reason to smile

i catch myself thinking why you are here, by my side

not knowing what you see in me

i guess love can clear out the clouds

carry you in the wind to my heart

cuz when you touch, you take away all of my fears

and the happiness you give to me, the same i'll do for you

SARANG HE.. sincerely from my heart, my reason to smile

cuz when you touch, you light my way, showing me how

it's so beautiful to believe in love, in you and me

GOMAWOOO.. you're the joy of my life, my reason to smile

Download song :: mc mong ft lisa - letter to you part 2

nguing2 on my mind

... 2 am - love you, hate you ...

Love love love You, but I hate You

Hate hate hate You, but I love You

Wae ~ ~ ~ nae ~ ~ ~ ga wae ~ ~ ~ irae

[ Why ~ ~ ~ I ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ since the why ]

--- deo deo deo deoneun mot chama neo neo neo wae neol mot tteona ---

sluuurp....

... weekend meals ...

I didn't accept it!!

After you said that things, I told to simbok that I want to increase my weight. Actually, this was one of my hopes at last new year. I thought 50 - 60 is better for me ^^

How about my sis?

My sister just told that she was bored because of the same menu these days. She told to simbok too, that she wanted simbok to cook some menu..

Last result..

Here was our weekend menu:

• Friday :: Perkedel Ayam + Schotle + Salad Buah
• Saturday :: Fu Yung Hai + Nasi Lesah + Baceman
• Sunday :: Bistik Galantin + Salad Buah
• Monday :: Bistik Galantin.. Is it same? No problemo for me, I love bistik..

You know what..

I usually eat those food, hahahaaa.. Simbok is the great chef I ever had ^^

And the best thing of this story, I realized that fruit is delicious, yummy..

Gomawooo....

--- I loph my mom ---

Apriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiil is coming ^^

... April April April April April ...

I just want to tell that

I love April

no matter what

even you didn't know it

--- because, I can still remember you ---

it's all about lines

... grey's anatomy S01E02 ...

The First Cut Is the Deepest

it's all about lines

the finish line at the end of residency

waiting in line for a chance at the operating table

and then there's the most important line

the line separating you from the people you work with

it doesn't help to get too familiar

to make friends

you need boundaries between you and the rest of the world

other people are far too messy

it's all about lines

drawing lines in the sand

and praying like hell no one crosses them

at some point, you have to make some a decision

boundaries don't keep other people out

they fence you in

life is messy

that's how we're made

so, you can waste your life drawing lines

or you can live your life crossing them

but there are some lines

that a way too dangerous to cross

here's what i know

if you're willing to take the chance

the view from the other side is spectacular

--- funny, huh ---

comic :: especially for you

... for the precious one ...

look at his face, it looks as mbiyiing as her

--- mbiyiing law ---

mbiyiing == dudutz and dudutz == mbiyiing

[krik.. krik.. krik....]

when we are in the "cool mode", stay cool as we can

I knew if I was cool, unfortunately she was menthel

geez, I still like her style >,<

[haiyaaaaaaaaah]

sometimes, I feel gemez & gregeten if she did crobo things

now, I just grabbed her hair

hmmmmm, when I could kicking easily [hoping]

[cup.. cup.. cup.... elus.. elus....]

when mewek & menjeb comes

I always be there for you as usual

and vise versa, gomawoooo ^^

no matter what happens

even when the sky is falling down

*’** ******* ***

**** *’** ***** *** *** **

--- still on my promise ---

3 hours [part 2]

... what was I doing ...

[1] As usual, lee was on the way by car, sleeping :p

[2] I watched the ID's car that passing with mine, AA - Magelang, AB - Yogyakarta, AD - Solo, B - Jakarta and H - Semarang. Cold Lava's impact was huge too..

[3] I sang children song, "Dari Terbit Matahari" (suddenly remember this song), because I saw beautiful scenery there, especially the sky. I took a picture that unique one ^^

[4] From Act-3, I started to listen songs from my HP, next was humming and tapping..

I set my playlist on shuffle mode, then I got surprise in the result, and I called it "All About You", hahahaaa..

• 1. 2NISE - Because Of You
• 2. MYMP - Especially For You
• 3. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Gomawoo ^^

[5] When I arrived at Magelang city, I felt that I look like someone who had been fired from the job, wakakakakakakak....

--- truly a waste of time, fatigue, stress ---

juwita suwito - breath again (lyric)

juwita suwito - breath again

have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
wonder how it feels when you just have to start a new
never knowing, where you're going,

when you face a brand new day
it used to be that way, now I just closed my eyes and say

[chorus]
I just wanna breath again,

learn to face the joy and pain
discover how to laugh a little, cry a little, live a little more
I just wanna face the day,

forget about the worst of yesterday
maybe if I hope a little, try a little more, I will breath again

starting out again is never easy
disappointments come and go,

but life still moves on
with a bit of luck, it’s a brand new start
that might just work my way, no need to walk away
don’t wanna live on life’s replay

[back to chorus]

things will work out fine
if you can find the courage to look past the nite
to see the break of dawn

Download song :: juwita suwito - breath again