last night

I woke up in the middle of the night and it was raining..
# playing music
# and singging..

c.n.blue - teardrops in the rain

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teardrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on ?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees (no one), no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain

Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain...

# then sleeping again

blank

... blank ...

let's being a "blank~ Ji Hyo" for a while
[reducing life of 10 years]

--- blank ---

the power of the brain

... the brain is so gorgeous ...

Just imagine,
I only thought about these numbers 8-5-8-12 in one night

The result,
I had bad dream with these things
And I can't remember today's datetime, what should I do today,
or even tomorrow

A blank day in the morning,
8-5-8-12, Y U So Horror !?!?!?

At least, I discussed it with my Siz.. [lighter.. lighter.. lighter..]
Soon or later, I should discuss with Simbok too
I want to be productive, but I don't want to go crazy

--- the world's first problem is your brain ---

glek

... 8 - 5 - 8 - 12 ...
# only my imagination
it would be the end of my world

... 8 - 5 - 8 - 12 ...
# and if it is real
it still the end of my world

... 8 - 5 - 8 - 12 ...
I don't have preparation on this part,
just by looking at the numbers it just makes me 'galau'

anyway, decide to not decide in an option too

let me calculate again
8 - 5 - 8 - 12
4 - 9 - 3 - 4 - 4
and still looks horror T______T

--- kotak kotak bunder bunder palang segitiga palang ---

new motto

... change change change ...
[singging Hyuna - Change]

old motto - from Tengil
Everyday is "holiday"

new motto - from an ads on a bus
Everyday is "playday"

--- with some code ---

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Running Man

... great spirit ...

From the first day in Spore, I always thought about Running Man..
It would be a great, if Running Man team play in Spore
* Changi Airport is so large or using MRT would be fun to

And the second day, [destiny] I found him

The Prince [blush]

Why I like Running Man so much ?
[1] They are K-pop Idols, and I love Korean ^^
[2] Those people could bring happiness to me [my secret time],
at least I get their spirit everyday, even in Spore, hahahaaa..
[3] They are so unique, I could learn ethic-code in social life.
Dunno, they are doing some act or not, but it's definetely REAL..
[4] Maybe, I'm 'jealous' with them [a-u-uuuq....]
# singging - hope is a dream that never sleeps ~~~

MY THOUGHTS == ALL ABOUT RM

Hide & Seek or Cat & Mouse
Some newbies doing that thing in Spore? It would be great scenario..
Great scenario of our lost, again n again [LoL]
Great scenario for burning calories, then 'burning' our money, healthy life + empty pocket = healthy gembel [don't try this]
And believe me, it would be really great, xixixi..

Drinking hot tea in a time
You could try this experiment, and don't blame me
Cool outside, hot inside [glodhak.. glodhak.. glodhak..]

Splashing chopstick
Forehead? Ummmmmm, I don't want to get red in there [too risky]
So, I did it on my thight [!Not-Action-Talk-Only]

[paper - scissors - stone] Mike (left) - Mine (right)

[0] I got a long one, I did it to myself, with all of my heart
[1-3] And 3 red lines from Mike [hikz, my fortune-girl went to date]
[4] I do with 200% of my power to Mike [devil]
Similiar, but NOT :p

Breaking chopstick with your fingers
There is only 1 rule: "breaking chopstick or 'breaking' your fingers"
And I was 'breaking' mine, my finger T___T

[needed 2 days or more for recovering]

Remember this, I have no regret at all
I will always do some crazy things, it is WORTH ^^

--- seum dwa ---

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our 'OST' song

... victoria, victoriaaa ...

this was our 'OST' song when we played in Spore

C.N Blue - I'm a Loner

The Background Story
On the first day, we needed a place to stay at night. We didn't sure to stay at hotel, so we decided to search another place..
Our Position was from V Hotel. Hmmmmmm, where was this place exactly?
About somewhere in Lavender St., and.. dunno.... [dhueeenk]

Our Target
[1] China Town :: It was impossible to go there again, because we didn't know where the place of residence owners and it was far from us.
[2] Little India :: It wasn't safe to live in here [sound of the wind]
[3] Kampong Bugis :: Tadaaaaaa, the closest place with our position ^^

Please, take a look at this map

click and zoom me

'DREAM' LEGEND :p

Blue Zone :: Overview map that we had [read: that we had].
Green Line :: We always thought that our hotel was V hotels, V = Victoria hotel in area marked A. All we needed to do was tracing the path of VICTORIA Street.

And this was the beginning of our adventure,
lost since the beginning..

[glodhak.. glodhak.. glodhaaak....]

[singging] look at the sky ~~~

'SILLY' LEGEND & THE REAL ONE

Red Zone :: Our position, not in the map that we had brought [read: we weren't in our map, and this was the most ridiculous and funny].
'ngak.. ngaak.. ngaaak....' [voice crow]
Red Square :: V Hotel, Lavender St.
Purple Line :: Kampong Bugis, next destination, but we never got there T___T
Black Spots :: That was our footstep, so galau [bitter.. bitter.. bitter....]
Black Circle :: Somewhere we called Vietnam frontier, we thought we became targets of Vietnam's snipers
'ngak.. ngaak.. ngaaak....' [voice crow]

[singging] look at the star ~~~ [eh...]

How about my GPS ?
You know what, we love "Dora the Explorer", all we needed was a MAP..
*Dora can't use GPS, poor Dora >_<

The best experience
We got tired, upset, hungry, and LOST. But we could JOKE & LAUGH along our way.
No matter what happen, I was grateful to share this experience with the people I love, my Chingu.
And that's what I'm looking for exactly..

If I have question: Would you feel it again ?
Jebaaaaaal, better not to get lost, but can joke & laugh merrily, hahahaaa..
I don't want to listen to the voice crows again

Back to the Story
When Yonghwa sing :: Oetoriya, oetoriya, dara diri dara du ~~~
we sing :: Victoria, Victoriaaa, dara diri dara du ~~~

--- one in a million chance ---

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'scene'

... momento is momento ...

Before I forget, I wrote it ^^
* something impossible
I got great experiences with my Chingu, actually it was a similar 'scene'. Deja vu, those were deja vu, and I like this deja vu very much.. And I'll waiting my next 'scene', xixixi

[1] BC
I remember, it was the last time (at that time) I could see BC, because BC had to go home in the morning..
During the early morning, we awoke from our sleep. Just sat on the stairs, waiting for the morning sun. Then I got that 'scene'. Probably, because we were still sleepy or BC had the same feeling with me, didn't want to part.

[2] Cho
Cho is different.. Cho likes to be spoiled, and childishness is funny for me. So, we do the 'scene', when Cho wants it. As much as Cho likes, anywhere and anytime (LoL).

[3] My J~
At the very very unpredictable time. It was a blink 'scene', but I still got it.. xixixi....

Trust me, it's all just a coincidence.
Scene that only happens when we are in the sleepy mode

--- great coincidence ---

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languages ​​of the world

... kotak kotak bunder bunder palang segitiga palang ...

Some languages should you prepare before you go to Spore

1. China Language: majority in there
2. English Language: international language
3. Malay Language: optional
4. Body Language: our final choice :p

And you will learn new language for free:
.. kotak kotak bunder bunder palang segitiga palang # pro-gamers
After you feel miss-comm, you could try that one.. I believe, you still get miss-com, at least you can express your feeling [ekekekekekekek..]

When Chinese speak English, it's quite a mess.. T______T
They didn't say: "where do you go ?", but they said: "go where.. go where..",
while I heard: "go away.. go away.." O______o [krik krik krik]
until they said: "cai na li.."
.. kotak kotak bunder bunder palang segitiga palang [bitter bitter bitter]

These cases are better than before..
When you meet with a group of Korean,
just say: "I love Korean.." or "Sarangheooo.."
And when you meet with a group of Japanese,
just sing: "Hateshinaiii.." plus lil' bounce too # ost pocari sweat
* between despair and madness is thin at all

And that's the way we survive there, we are gembelerz ^^

--- need to adapt for surviving ---

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the gembelers

... the actors ...

Let me introduce them, those who dare to 'nggembel' in a new place ^^
[left to right]

• Ing Yen
• Hernawan Lee
• Michael Agusta
• Michelle Amalia (me)
• Andrew Chandra

--- gembelerz in Spore ---

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every single tear that dropped was WORTH

Just imagine,
hear things that should not be heard
see things that should not be seen
I hope, it was my "blind side"
* but, it wasn't..

Fortunately, I brought glasses and earphones
better to close eyes & ears
Unfortunately, the feeling still not be fooled..
* easy but hard

Like I said before,
every single tear that dropped was WORTH

And I dropped my last tear in Singapore
when I saw Song of the Sea
(for me) It was really worth for a closing

So, I'll promise to forget the bad things that have happened
and my next posting would be nice one ^^

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