twice..

ye sung / iu - wind flower

finally, I sang this song again

TToTT

I wish, I wish, I wish

this is the last time

If like this
I turned my back on
I disappeared
I wouldn't come into bloom

If like this
I gave a gasp while seeing you
It might be good to live with closing my eyes

Even I don't see you, I'm saw you
Even I don't hear you, I'm heard you
Like a wind flower which revived by your breathing

I wish to reach you, but I can't
I wish to hug you, but I can't
Your fingertips reach my heart

Will you know, after long long night?
The love smiling in tears

I wish to catch you, but I can't
I wish to reach you, but I can't
Like a wind flower which revived in your heart

Even I don't see you, I'm saw you
Even I don't hear you, I'm heard you
Getting scattered in the wind
Getting scattered into your heart

download song :: iu - windflower (female)

download song :: ye sung - windflower (male)

c a r e ?

Naaaaaah,

give me some reasons, J~

If you don't care about yourself,

why should I care about you?

*Let me answer this, I'm foolish..

But when we looking at you,

you just looking to another, and you don't care about us..

I think you never know, that it's hurt.

*Let me say again, we're foolish..

Do you ever know, the real feeling of 'losing'?

Cause you're playing too much.. Too much is too much..

You never think the last time is the last time, right?

You think there'll be more..

You think you have forever..

You think..

But I tell you, you don't....

Lazto,

I really hate this statement..

"what was my fault?"

so please, don't say that thing someday

i'll be there

... i'll be there ...

this song is dedicated

to the one that I am missing

J, can you hear that?

let‘s get back to the hip hop basic

I'll be there

---

I call you J right now

My J~

--- i'll be there ---

gp basic - i'll be there (lyric)

gp basic - i'll be there

Ajikkaji hajimothanmal
Things I couldn't say yet,
nae mam morulgeoya neon jeongmal My J~ (My J~)
you don't know my mind, you are really My J~ (My J~)
Cause I love U want U baby My J~
Cause I love U want U baby My J~

Eoneu nuguboda tuk byeolhan
More special than anyone,
sesang mueotboda sujeonghan My J~ (My J~)
special than the world My J~ (My J~)
Cause I need U want U baby My J~
Cause I need U want U baby My J~

But I want to be your special one
But I want to be your special one,
mani bujokhae I want it more
I still lack a lot I want it more
But I wanna be together
But I wanna be together,
jigeum cheoreom eonjedeun jiwajwa Baby J~
help me anytime like now Baby J~

[chorus]
I'll be there~ gguti anangeya Never, I'll be there~ sseureojiji ana Ever

I'll be there~ It's not the end Never, I'll be there~ I will not faint Ever

I'll be there~ nan neobbuninjeol geujeo, geubbuningeol Cuz I'm loving u My J~

I'll be there~ It's only you, Just him Cuz I'm loving you my J~

I'll be there~ hamkke halkkeya forever, I'll be there~ eonje nawoorin together

I'll be there~ We will do it together forever, I'll be there~ Whenever we together

I'll be there~ nal gidarilkke dashi olsuitge hangsang I'll be there for you
I'll be there~ I'll wait for you, forever so you can come back I'll be there for you

[A2]
Gieoknani hamdeul eotdeon nal
Do you remember when I was tired
naege himi dwijweotdeon geumal My J~ (My J~)
the word that made me give force My J~ (My J~)
Cause I love U want U baby My J~
Cause I love U want U baby My J~

Hayan boseok cheoreom tukbyeolhan
Like a white jewel,
baleun haessal cheoreom ddadeuthan My J~ (My J~)
warm like a special and bright sun My J~ (My J~)
Cause I need U want U baby My J~
Cause I need U want U baby My J~

I know you callin geomeun goyangi
I know you callin the black cat,
neonun poldaman Mystery girl
renouncing the Mystery girl
Cause I wanna be together
Cause I wanna be together
jigeum cheoreom neoreul gidarilkke Baby J~
I will wait for you like the beginning Baby J~

[back to chorus]

[RAP]
Bichi eobdan negenun niga bichidwanungeol eonjena sorieobi sonjapijun
For me who had no light, you who becomes the light hold my hand without any sound
Niga gomaweotgangeul ara BABY My J cause I feel the same way too
I know you are thankful BABY My J cause I feel the same way too
U don't need to find cause I'll be there for u
U don't need to find cause I'll be there for u
Soljikhi geumnagidohae hajiman woori ga hamkke
Truthfully I am a bit freaking out, I am a bit scared but us together
Haetdan shigan gieokhae yahae yaksokhae Baby My J!
Remember the time we were together promise Baby My J!
Hang sang nopeun goseulbwa
Always look at the highest point
Cause I wanna be your friend I'll be there for you
Cause I wanna be your friend I'll be there for you

[back to chorus]

[HOOK]
And I 1 and 2 and step 4 seven {La~ La~ La~ Hey~!)
And I 1 & 2 & step 4 seven (La~La~La~ Hey~!)
And I 1 and 2 and step on shadow (La~ La~ La~ Hey~!)
And I 1 & 2 & step on shadow (La~La~La~ Hey~!)
And I got U nan nae undercover (La~ La~ La~ Hey~!)
And I got U me undercover (La~La~La~ Hey~!)
Woori modu hamkke let's together neorul gidarinkke I'll be there
Us all together let's together I will wait for you I'll be there

download song :: gp basic - i'll be there

dsds - cry on my shoulder (lyric)

dsds - cry on my shoulder

[should be publish in November 19, 2010]

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home

You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

[Chorus]
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide

[Chorus x 2]

Download song :: dsds - cry on my shoulder

bruno mars - just the way you are (lyric)

bruno mars - just the way you are

[should be publish in November 19, 2010]

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

[Chorus]

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

[Chorus]

Download song :: bruno mars - just the way you are

sweetbox - i'll be there (lyric)

sweetbox - i'll be there

[should be publish in November 19, 2010]

[Rap Man- Intro]
Yeah, We all know how it is
Sometimes you need a shoulder to lean on
And when that time comes you know I'm there
Come on

[Chorus]
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time
Doesn't matter when the tears hurt your eyes
I'll be there, I'll be there it's alright
I will care, I will share, I will take you out of the dark
Doesn't matter when you call me at night
I'll be there, I'll be there all the time

[Rap Man-Verse 1]
Would you be down if I lost my job
And I'm feelin' depressed
Would you help me relieve the stress
So if I'm sick and I need to rest
Would yout uck me in -feed me soup- and rub my chest
And then the times when I just need
Somebody to talk to
Are you the right one I could walk to
When I'm down and tears are pourin'
It's three in the morning would you pick up
The phone when I'm callin' Tell me girl

[Chorus]

[Rap Man-Verse 2]
We all go through our ups and downs
At times I wanna cuss and frown
When bad luck sucks you down
I need someone to cheer me up, Make me laugh
Splash away the grief when we take a bath
And in my time of need

She'll be there for me always
And we can chill and relax on our off days
It's only right to give her all praise
Cause when the times get tough
She'll be killing me softly when she says

[Chorus]

[Jade]
I know it isn't easy, I know it isn't fair
I know that life is heavy when no one cares
Cause we all need a shelter, We all need a home
So come with me cause I will never let you cry alone

[Chorus x 2]

Download song :: sweetbox - i'll be there

C.L & minzy - please don't go (lyric)

C.L & minzy - please don't go

[should be publish in August 04, 2010]

This is.. This is..
You know this is tu~tu~.. 2NE1

No wa ma ju chi myon Ne ga su mun rollercoaster ride
When I encounter you, My heart becomes a Rollercoaster Ride
Jung shi nop shi hun du li da gyol guk je ja ri ro (wow)
It rocks up and down then it comes back (wow)
Up and down, yes Im goin down, down
Up and down, Yes I’m goin down down
Swi ji an ko me il dol go dol go do nun
Our relationship, That never stops spinning,
u ri sa i het ga li go jung shi nop so (let’s get down)
It’s confusing and mindless (let’s get down)

Ni gyo te i sul de myon sen ga kop shi ut gi ma na da ga
When you’re around, I laugh mindlessly
Jam shi ra do do lo ji myon sul po jo na mi cho na bwa
But the moment when we’re apart, I become depressed, I must be crazy
Tell me why why wa-wa-wa (why)
Tell me why why wa-wa-wa (why)
U ri do de che we i re ya ma na nun gon ji no do ne
Why must we do this?
sen gak gwa ga tun gon ji Bring it
Perhaps we’re thinking same thing, so Bring it!

My mind is out-of control
I just cant take it no more
Tonight, I wont let you go

[[ chorus ]]
Please Don't Go ne gyo te stay
Please Don't Go, Stay by my side
O nul bam ma nu non ja it gi shi lo
Tonight, I don’t wanna be alone
Please Don't Go, gu de ye stay
Please Don't Go, You have to stay
Nol hyang han ne ma mi yung won hal su it ge
So my feelings towards you can last an eternity
My baby
My baby
Lets ride, ride i ba mi jo pyon ku ga ji
Let’s ride, ride, Till we reach the opposite side of the night
Lets fly, fly a chi me ga do ol de ka ji
Let’s fly, fly till the sunrise
1 step and 2 step To the left, to the left
1 step and 2 step To the left, to the left
1 step and 2 step To the right
1 step and 2 step To the right

Ye-ye-yes Yes! Im the baddest female Seoul city ever had
Yes, I’m the baddest female Seoul city ever had
Jo shim su re ni ma mul jo na gi man he
Just mail me your feelings with caution
Ma rul he bwa ne ga al su it ge
Say what’s on your mind, so I can understand
Mo mul go pa tonight gu de gyo te
Tonight, I just wanna stay by your side
Jam mot du nun ba mi nan no mu gin de
Those nights when I can’t sleep, Feels like an eternity to me
Ne ma man da mun why you wanna leave me?
If you understand my heart, Then why you wanna leave me?
Yo ja ra mon jo cha ma mal mo te
Can’t hold you back with words
Touch me, hold me Love me, dont tease me
Touch me, hold me. love me, don’t tease me

Na nol ji ka ge jo wa gu nyang ne ma u mun gu re
I like when people are truthful, That’s just how I’m
Ma muk go da ga so myon no nun bu dam su re pi he
I approached you sincerely, But you ended up avoiding me
Round and round, yes we going round and round
We’re going round n round
Gi da ri me ji cho man ga nun ne mo sup
I see myself getting tired from waiting
Haru haru ban bok dwe nun u ri dul bring it
Two of are repeating it day by day, so bring it!

My Mind is out of control
I just cant take it no more
Tonight, I wont let you go

[[ back to chorus ]]

Nan no mu bu ra ne jo and I miss you
I get insecure when I miss you
Nal do nal ka bwa du ryo un mam pu nin de
I got scared that you might leave
i ba mun a rum da wo when Im with you
But this is a beautiful night when I’m with you
do na ji ma yo ne gyo te stay
Please don’t leave, stay my by side

[[ back to chorus ]]

download song :: C.L & minzy - please don't go

how many people..

... Marley and Me ...

A dog has no use for fancy cars

or big homes or designer clothes.

A waterlogged stick will do just fine.

A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor..

clever or dull, smart or dumb.

Give 'em your heart

and he'll give you his.

How many people can you say that about?

How many people can make you

feel rare and pure and special?

How many people can make you feel..

Extraordinary?

--- hopefully, I included in ---

I could do it

... can Vs can't ...

I still don't know how I'm gonna do this,

but... I knew I could do it

You just have to know

And when you don't know,

then no one can fault you for it

You do what you can,

when you can,

while you can

And when you can't, you can't

--- do you know what I mean ? ---

code :: 'respect'

/*

this is a code to illustrate something called 'respect'

and what would I do..

*/

//counting from the first time we met

int static times = 0;

//Actor that playing in those life

Actor i, you, someone;

do

{

if( you.giveRespect(someone) )

you.getRespect(someone);

else

{

you.getDisrespect(someone);

you.getDisrespect(someone.friend);

times++;

}

if( times <= 3 )

i.giveNotice(you);

else if( times > 3 && times <= 6 )

you.getDisrespect(i);

else if( times > 6 )

i.conclude("aaaaaa, that's your character, huh....");

} while( i.watching );

/*

what's wrong with multiples of 3?

I'll post the next story about it

well, you have a right to disagree with me

it just my point of view..

*/

Minzy talks about people

... twitter - May 10, 2011 ...

Credits to zeelisious & GEE @ YG Ladies

I'm not holding onto the people leaving,

I'm not pushing away the people coming.

Instead, I don't care.

But the really interesting thing

is that they're making a fuss by themselves.

In the end, I conclude that

'Well, that's done, let's just sleep.'

--- --- ---

easy to say: I don't care ^^

but it's hard to do it >,<

--- if I was a boy ---

miss this song

... ope-ope-ope ...

At he end of the worship,

I saw the next page for the preparation

and it just a closing song

wait a minute, I read the first line: "sedikit demi sedikit"

okaaay, maybe I knew it

then, I read the title of the song: "Dia ubahku"

and it seemed I didn't know it

..........

piano-man has been entered into the intro

mc already provided an introduction

I began to enter the last page

mmmmmm, it was a familiar song

S’dikit demi sedikit, tiap hari tiap sifat,

Yesus mengubahku, Dia ubahku

Sejak ku t’rima Dia, hidup dalam anug’rahNya

Yesus mengubahku

REFF :

Dia ubahku, o.. Juruslamat,

ku tidak seperti yang dulu lagi

Meskipun nampak lambat,

Namun kutahu, kupasti sempurna nanti

Ahaaa, I knew it..

This is our great memory song ^^

When I was a little child, my mom love to listen music via tape - cassete

And I always became the biggest fans too

I even thought that it was children's song

--- here I am, He changes me ---

happy Sunday ^^

... I didn't shake anymore ...

Finally, I found 'a peace sign' from my mom ^^

Too dangerous, if the cold war happened too long.

It would be a blank day.. A blank day means nothing.. Nothing means krik krik krik....

There's a truth behind a cry, and there's a cry behind a lie

Whatever we've done, it was worthed. However, those family is still my family. All we have to do right now is be SUPPORTIVE..

Thank God, it was Sunday.. Sunday is a good-day and the God-day..

You have lifted mine, so I didn't shake when dealing with mom..

And I didn't shake when serving as operator again..

Last, I am ready for the next..

--- case closed ---

bad scenarios

... life is never flat ...

these are some bad scenarios of dispute

that I've never had

1. the worst

me VS my parents

2. worse

me VS my chingu

3. bad

me VS me

--- all of those is suck ---

2ne1 - lonely (lyric)

2ne1 - lonely

[translation]

The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'l hurt you
They'll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well

You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this

We were so in love,
and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely


You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly

You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this

We were so in love,

and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely


Cuz I'm just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye

Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Download song :: 2ne1 - lonely

finally..

2NE1 - lonely

May 12 - 00:00 am

baby, I'm so lonely

my desktop

[ before ]

I like Yoyocici, because I usually use their funny emoticons

this picture reflects me

or maybe us as a programmer

.. nice yawning ..

[ after ]

I just can't wait 2NE1 >,<

what's wrong with the 'lonely' word?

[ thinking.. thinking.. thinking ]

errrrrrrrr....

... lonely ...

when I am on my best condition

they coming from the deepest

* jleeeeeeb *

2NE1 "lonely" comeback!!!!

are you lonely too, unnie???

>,<

i was surprised

when they had some acoustic too

--- i can't wait longer ---

reset my mind

I will always learn

to love sincerely

and

to think positively

because you're my p******* one

--- on my promise ---

lonelier..

... much too much ...

sometimes,

no matter how much you love someone,

they just can't love you back in the same way

living with someone who can't love you back

way lonelier than being alone

how could I love someone without expecting anything?

even for a simple reason

on the other side,

a-great-losing is waiting for me

--- i don't want it happen twice ---

much too much

... Grey's Anatomy - S02E10 ...

Much too Much

How do you know

how much is too much?

Too much, too soon?

Too much information?

Too much fun?

Too much love?

Too much to ask?

And when is it all just

too much to bare?

--- or maybe too little too late ---

miss a thing

I didn't realize,

if Mr.Rainy staying with me tonight

And when I knew it,

there are always 2 possibilities

I usually say: so romantic

or

it is mellow time

Then, my foobar played the next song

Jewelry - Love Story

... intro ...

I want you, bring it back

I want you, need you now

I don't say goodbye, bye

Please don't say goodbye, bye

Baby, I'm so sorry

I love you, I'm so sorry

my eyes filled with tears

I don't wanna miss a thing

--- biane ---

it was a fate

... fate wins anyway ...

After I watched Grey's Anatomy, I got those statement..

"fate wins anyway"

* on that moment, I just said nice quote

Then, I started to analyze the next story..

People always hear what they want to hear..

People always see what they want to see..

People always do what they want to do..

Hmmm, it wasn't about fate anymore.

It just the hope, something that we want to get.

We would never predict a fate, because they come suddenly into our life.

* at least, that's what I still believe and respect about the fate

This morning, I didn't expect too much..

I just want to flow, I even didn't know what is my schedule today.

I hope to not hear anything..

I hope to not see anything..

I hope to not do anything..

Or maybe, I hope to find something that I miss....

And then, until 'that' moment came..

I just realized, why Meredith said: "fate wins anyway"

when she met McDreamy in the elevator.

It was happen on me..

That a-haaa feeling..

Fate wins anyway, guys ^^

--- so relief ---

nice quote

"i love you"

someone who loves you

doesn't want to say "i love you" easily

because everything he does for you

is an expression

that he is ready to love you

he would say "i love you" in a special situation

because he doesn't want you to misunderstand

he wants you to know

that he loves you so much

--- that's me ---