unbreakable bonds & unconditional love

... unbreakable & unconditional ...

Yesterday (Saturday 27, 2010) I watched my favorite talk show, Oprah.. Oprah Winfrey is my best teacher. I often learn everything from her. You know what I'm thinking, right?

Oprah discussed about 2 interesting topics ::

1. unbreakable bonds
   
2. unconditional love

Bonds usually formed between human & human or animal & animal. How about human & animal? Or one type of animal to another type of animal? It is a cross-border, we called it : unbreakable bond. And when animals take part in these bonds, we would called it : unconditional love. Because animals give love and attention more than ours. We often need their presence, and they are always there for us.

I missed that moment..
Dindo was my lovely doggy and my best friend I ever had. I know that one day I'll find another best friend like Dindo. I choose that commitment :D

--- he or she still waiting for me out there ---

it’s my truth

yuna ito - truth lyric

Give me your loneliness
And I’ll give you my tenderness

-- juz lee --
dunno why I love that statement
maybe it represent my feeling now

but I want to say sorry
if I can't always do like that

--- I still try to do my best ---

yuna ito - truth (lyric)

yuna ito - truth

Let me stay with you
Kizutsuke au no ni
Naze konna ni motomete shimau no
Don’t you know my heart ?
Sunao ni narezu ni ita no
Tada hitotsu no ai ga hoshii no ni

Meguriaeta kiseki wo shinjite
Kanadete yukitai anata e no melody
Moshi mo subete wo nakushite shimatte mo
Kono omoi wa eien na no
It’s my truth

Believe in yourself
Tsumazuita toki mo
Aruitekita namida wo nugutte
Open up your heart, omoide no saki ni kitto
Ashita to iu kibou ga aru kara

Give me your loneliness
And I’ll give you my tenderness
Wasurenai de ite ano hi mita yume wa
Hanareteite mo kono mune ni itsudemo
Kanjite iru anata dake wo
It’s my truth

Tsunagaru hoshi ga sasayaki kakeru
Tomadou kokoro wo te ga shinagara
Deai to wakere hito wa sagasu no
Itsuka musubi aeru tsuyoi kizuna wa

Sekaijuu no kanashimi mo subete
Uketomete mo ii anata no tamenara
Sekaijuu kara okizari ni sarete mo
Sono hitomi wo shinjite iru
It’s my truth

download song :: yuna ito - truth

finally I got new title

... what a wonderful day ...

Amalia Indranandita, S.Kom, CEH

Previously, I never imagine that I wil get this new title..
I took CEH certification, because my buddies were interested in it, I just curious and then follow them. CEH (Certified Ethical Hacker) certification is a professional certification provided by the International Council of E-Commerce Consultants.

From CEH course, I realized that the computer world is not safe enough, especially when Internet was so powerful. I became aware of computer security, even more sensitive..

--- Hackers are here. Where are you ? ---

park bom - you and i (making version) (mv)

park bom - you and i

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

[Chorus]
Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

[Chorus]
Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

download mv :: park bom - you and i

oh, happy day.... (part 2)

... still about longevity & love ...

Today, February 14th, 2010, me and my mom went to church together at 04.00 pm. We knew that the clergy would give great "message" to us.
The theme was about longevity and love, because today were Chinese New Year and Valentine Day.
There are 2 important points ::

1. If you want to get longevity: then obey your parents (number fifth of 10 Commandments)
2. If you want to get love: then be a good model for regenerating
   

What about me?
--- I always do the first and still work on the second one ---

oh, happy day....

... it's all about longevity & love ...

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine Day....

What did you do on this special day?

These was my tradition ::

• family gathering in our home sweet home
• meeting and gathering in relatives home, esp :: older peoples
• greeting >> kiong hie, kiong hie....
• (me) playing with nephews and nieces
• having a big dinner
  
• (me: hunting) sharing angpao (is red envelope contain money)
• I got chocolate from my siz too :D

--- i love gathering ---

installation of multiple computers

... my first experience ...

This is the library's requirement :

1. OS 1 :: Windows XP SP2
2. OS 2 :: Linux Ubuntu 9.10 (arrrrrrgh, i'm anti-penguin ....)
3. Anti Virus :: Avast!
4. Office :: Microsoft Office 2003, Open Office
5. Development :: Komodo Edit 5 (hmmmmm, is this good?)
   
6. another free applications for supporting user (browser, multimedia, etc)

I got something new here, "making image file from computer system with Hiren's BootCD". Image file is (a back-up file) complete record OS files and programs that have been installed inside. After we got image file, then what should we do?
I still don't understand what is the usability of Hiren itself, but I would try to share based on my main way :

1. first at all, complete installation of the master computer
2. make image file from the master and save it on others drive that contains OS
   
3. if you want to make restoration OS, then use the back-up image file to restore the installation
4. look at the details here (indonesia)
   

(wew, I can't believe that I could write like this, because I don't interested in system computer)

--- lee still feel weirdo ---

what a busy week....

... campus is my 4th home ...

Monday, Feb 08, 2010

• 06.30 - 08.00 am :: woke up, packed & prepared stuff
• 08.00 - 10.00 am :: traveled from magelang to jogja
• 10.00 - 04.00 pm :: did computer installation @library (part 1)
• 04.00 - 08.00 pm :: had supper, relaxation time, had dinner
• 08.00 - 00.00 pm :: prepared some lesson for practical
• then went to sleep
  

Tuesday, Feb 09, 2010

• 06.30 - 08.00 am :: woke up & prepared myself
• 08.00 - 11.30 am :: did computer installation @library (part 2)
• 11.30 - 12.30 pm :: had brunch
• 12.30 - 01.30 pm :: went to BasDat's meeting
• 01.30 - 04.00 pm :: taught AlPro >> colony + ing
• 04.30 - 07.00 pm :: taught BasDat >> baQar + ing
• 07.00 - 08.00 pm :: had dinner
• 08.00 - 11.00 pm :: relaxation time
• 11.00 - 00.00 pm :: played with some codes
• then went to sleep

Wednesday, Feb 10, 2010

• 06.00 - 07.15 am :: woke up & prepared myself
• 07.30 - 10.30 am :: taught BasDat >> baQar + ing
• 10.30 - 11.30 am :: had brunch
• 11.30 - 03.30 pm :: did computer installation @library (part 3)
• 03.30 - 04.30 pm :: break time
• 04.30 - 07.00 pm :: taught AlPro >> colony + ing
• 07.00 - 08.00 pm :: discussed with colonies
• 08.00 - 09.00 pm :: had dinner
• 09.00 - 10.30 pm :: relaxation time
• then went to sleep (very exhausted)

Thursday, Feb 11, 2010 [tomorrow]

• 06.30 - 08.00 am :: wake up & prepare myself
• 08.00 - 12.30 pm :: do computer installation @library (part 4)
• 12.30 - 01.30 pm :: have brunch
• 01.30 - 04.00 pm :: come to RAI's class >> baQar2
• 04.00 - 06.00 pm :: travel to magelang
• ....
  

--- lee can do this ---

am i dedicated enough?

... i love to dedicate in education ...

I didn't realize before, but now I am sure that I was born to dedicate in education. I am blessed with this unique talent. Why i called it unique talent? Because some peoples could not dedicate well, they have different purposes. Sometimes they were M.O.P or we knew it as Money Oriented Programming (I based on IT :p). They also didn't know about big responsibilities behind this job. They even think that teaching was a simple one. And based on my observation, I concluded that: not all smart people could teach well too....

Why I love to dedicate?

1. The first reason: I could comprehend more about that lesson. I must prepare it before teaching and if I don't know about X, I would discuss with others.
2. Teaching is very challenging, because it is not easy for delivering lesson to others, they have different comprehension. So I always modify my way to teach. Challenging, right?
3. It make me more confident..
   
4. I realize that I was a social one, I need others and others need me too. Then I would try to give my best to others :D
   
5. I love psychological too. I could observe others intensively.

Then, peoples around me always ask me: Would I become a lecturer?
It's not a bad idea, because I love to teach :D
But from this moment, I still enjoy my status, as a lab's assistant (teaching practical work in lab), as a programmer in office and a freelancer too..

What is my next decision? My answer it: ~~~ just let it flow ~~~

--- would I become a lecturer ??? ---

boa - beautiful flowers (lyric)

boa - beautiful flowers

Atarashi biru ga mada
semai sora kezutteku
tate wo kata de hashiru
atarashi kyou hajimaru
TOUGH de irare nakya
kiesou ni naru kedo
kawari tsuzukeru
kono machi ga My Homeground...

(*) GET UP! STAND UP! tsuyoku are
BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS jibun no tame
GET UP! STAND UP! todoku made
BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS yume wo kanae
kinou no genkai wo
shinayaka ni koete yuku...

Hoshi wa mienai kedo
chijou ni wa LIGHT UP CITY
sore zore no tame iki
iyasumitai ni kagayaku
kienai itami mo
mienai yasashisa mo
shitta jibun wo motto aiseru you ni...

GET UP! STAND UP! tsuyoi kaze
BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS osorenai de
GET UP! STAND UP! maiagare
BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS kanaeru made
kirameku toki no naka
taoyaka ni saki hokore...

(*) Repeat

download song :: boa - beautiful flowers

samantha jade - step up (lyric)

samantha jade - step up

[step up 1 ost]

Intro:
[step step step up] this is somethin for the radio
[step step step up] this is somethin for the radio
[step step step up] this is somethin for the radio
[step step step up]

Ref:
Boy, No matter what we go through
You step up, I'll step up too
it don't matter what the haters say
as long as you are my boo
No matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we
Stepping on the dance floor
It's me and you

Feel the rhythm of the beat
That's my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow
From the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back

So much harder at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back laughter
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up
It's only to make up

-- back to Ref --

And if we don't step up
We'll lose our groove
So confused, don't know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me
Baby I love you

You'll never get wet
'Cause I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up, I'll step up
Boy, 'Cause I'm trying to be with you forever

-- back to Ref --

And when the symphony plays, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hand, Spin me around
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

-- back to Ref, Ref --

Step Up....

-- back to Intro, Ref --

download song :: samantha jade - step up