Tuesday, February 28

lee seung gi - because we're friends

gumihooo....

lee seung gi - because we're friends

ulgo inneun ne eokkaereul gamssaryeoda
I was going to embrace your shoulders because you were crying
soneul naeryeonoko marasseo
But I just put my hand down
chingujanha chingujanha chingujanha nan
Because I'm a friend, a friend, a friend
eochapi neoege nan geunyang joheun chingujanha...
I'm just a good friend to you

neorul apeuge handaneun geu nyeoseogeul chajaga ttaerigo sipeotjiman
I want to go to that guy who is hurting you and punch him but
motajanha motajanha motajanha nan
I can't, I can't I can't
geurae bwatja neoui chingu isangeun nan andwaenikka
Anyway, I can't be anything more than just a friend

*
neoreul walkak ango ipsureul kkok matchugo
I want to suddenly hug you, kiss you on the lips
nollaneun neol dallaemyeo o neol
Comfort you, who would be surprised
haebokhage hal sarameun narago
And be the one who will make you happy
malhago sipjiman jumeolgeul kkwak jwijiman
I want to tell you these things but I only clench my fist
gyeolgugen mal motae nan o nan
Eventually, I can't say those words
bigeophage nae gaseume pinggyereul dae, chingujanha..
Like a coward, I make an excuse for my heart - we're just friends

ppeon han neoui geojeori nan museowoseo
Because I'm afraid of your obvious rejection
chingujocha mot hal geot gataseo
Because we might not be able to even be friends
saranghae neol saranghae neol saranghae neol nan
I love you, I love you, I love you
geu hanmadi neoege jeonhago sipeun mareul sumgyeo
I hide those words that I want to tell you

* repeat

haruman deo gidarimyeon nareul hoksi bwa jujin anheulkka
If I wait one more day, I wonder if you will look at me
uneun neoreul bol ttaemada
Every time I see you crying
gaseum teojil deut yeori bada ureo
I get so mad that my heart feels like it will burst and cry

naega apeun mankeu nae mamdo apeujiman
Although I hurt as much as you hurt
nunmureul samkiji man o nan
Although I swallow my tears
hangeoreumdo deoneun ne gyeote motga
I can't go a step closer to you
chinguraneun mallo nae mameul sogimyeonseo
I deceive my heart saying that we're just friends
babocheorom ulmyeonseo gyesok
And like a fool, I just cry inside
geoteuroman joheun saramcheorom malhae chingujanha
And on the outside, pretending to be a good person, I just say, we're friends

.

just forget about it

--- day 1 ---

Monday, February 27

. .

I just wonder,
when I can find my 'identical twin' ?

although she didn't know me well,
at least, she would do some act that I should do for her
and it makes me feel better

--- day 2 ---

Sunday, February 26

. . .

another songs,
I'll sing when in this condition

2NE1 - I Don't Care
CL & Minzy - Please Don't Go
2NE1 - GO Away

--- day 3 ---

Saturday, February 25

. . . .

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
'perfect' song
and doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone


You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

[2x]
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

--- day 4 ---

Friday, February 24

. . . . .

DO YOU?

--- day 5 ---

Thursday, February 23

. . . . . .

just a single prayer
and I got the answer next
# praise the Lord

pheeeeeew,
I hope it wasn't just a sign
I need more than that

I DO,
because I have lots of reasons..
DO you?

--- day 6 ---

Wednesday, February 22

. . . . . . .

setting a reminder
if nothing happens within 7 days,
I give up

people never change
or I was the same as before

a risk gambling,
all in,
just prepare for the worst

--- day 7 ---

Tuesday, February 21

nothing

... today was a day of mad for me ...

Start with the alarm clock that didn't ring
then woke up in a hurry at my departure hour
just washed face and brushed teeth quickly
I didn't eat, even drink too # woot

Everyone still slept,
and I couldn't say hello or even a bubye T__T
geeeeeez..

Go out with no preparation at all == ....

Right now,
I realized that all missions (for today) fall apart
I was going for nothing [mangaaaaaap..]
Aaaaaah, I don't want to responsible if I can't make it again
lalalalaaa~~~ # entertain myself

At least,
I have a lil story that made me smile and proud
When Simbok is at home,
If we go home, she would be happy to open the door for us, welcome warmly and ask about our day..
If we have to leave the house, she would open the door for us, make sure that nothing left behind, give some messages and advices, say goodbye, and see our departure..

Nothing can change this scene, and I am blessed with all of these
It would be our beautiful habit too

There's always room for family - Vin Diesel (Fast Five)

--- naaaaaah, looking for another 'nothing' ---

not recommended Déjà vu

... as time goes by ...

Sometimes,
when you give up on someone,
it's not because you don't care anymore,
but because you realize they don't..

As time goes by, I can forget it..
But, every time I see it (accidental)
I still get my 'DEGH' moment
# burden that never goes away, sigh..

--- a-u-uq ---