i got better ^^

Previously, I used Mobi for my connection. I thought that, it was enough for me to access the internet. I only need to log-in on Gmail, Facebook, Plurk, Yahoo Messenger to run my life & business. Those things are important for me. Although, I want to download music, video, etc too..

** sorry, I forgot to check on speedtest.net

One day, when I should to update & commit my job, I couldn't access to server, because I only got less than 1 kbps (doooh). Gloomy period for IT's people, so horrible. We can't live without internet, trust me..

In several days, I sang: "Oooh, i can't live~~~ I can't live without you (internet)...."

** poor Lee, I couldn't load speedtest.net page

I don't wan't to risk my job, my boss & my client..

I never say 'never' (sang again)

Then, I decided to use SMART with a dual band modem. Even some of SMART's user disappointed *you know what* :p

I still believe, that someday speed of internet in Indonesia would be better.

and this is more than enough for Lee^^

[Home Sweet Home, Magelang - January 13, 2011]

--- learn to be grateful ---

lee seung chul - geum sara (that person) (lyric)

lee seung chul - geum sara (that person)

OST. Baker King

geu saram nal utge han saram
That person was the one who made me smile
geu saram nal ulge han saram
That person was the one who made me cry
geu saram ttatteutan ipsullo naege
With her warm lips to me
nae simjangeul chajajun saram
That person found my heart

geu sarang jiul su eomneunde
I can’t erase that love
geu sarang ijeul su eomneunde
I can’t forget that love
geu saram nae sum gateun saram
That person was like my oxygen
geureon sarami tteonaganeyo
That person is now leaving

geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
That person. That love. My aching heart
amugeotdo moreun sarama
You didn’t know anything
saranghaetgo tto saranghaeseo
I loved you, and I love you
bonael su bakke eomneun sarama… nae saranga
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave… my love

nae gaseum neodeol georindedo
Even if my heart becomes tattered
geu chueok nareul sewo jjilleodo
Even if that memory pains me all day
geu saram heullil nunmuri
The tears that person sheds
nareul deoukdeo apeuge haneyo
Hurts me even more

geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
That person. That love. My aching heart
amugeotdo moreuneun sarama
You didn’t know anything
nunmul daesin seulpeum daesin
Instead of tears, instead of pain
nareul itgo haengbokhage sarajwo… nae saranga
Forget about me and live happily… my love

urisarmi dahaeseo uri dunun gameulttae geuttae hanbeon gieokhae
When our lives are over and we close our eyes, Then remember me one time

geu sarama saranga apeun gaseuma
That person. That love. My aching heart
amugeotdo moreun sarama
You didn’t know anything
saranghaetgo tto saranghaeseo
I loved you, and I love you
bonael su bakke eomneun sarama…
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave… my love

nae saranga nae saranga nae saranga
my love… my love… my love…

Download song :: lee seung chul - geum sara

j.a.c.k.p.o.t

... the world always spin with or without you ...

As usual, I made a call to Simbok (my lovely moms). I reported some interesting stories to her. I almost spend 3-millions on this day. (woot) 3-million in a day? With my own money, what's wrong with my world ^^

2-million for buying SE Xperia X8. I need a new mobile phone in a very long time. Unfortunately, it would be indent..
600 thousand for buying a new modem. I chose Dual-Band modem with SMART provider. I hope, I have great connection in Magelang (my hometown) & Jogja (my workplace). As an IT's person, our lives depend on the internet, really..
400 thousand to pay boarding fees for about 2 month. Sometimes I forgot about this thing (doh)
150 thousand for buying new laptop bag (included 50% discount). I want to wear a backpack one.

Then, I thought that 3-million wasn't a small number. I decided to pay regularly in a week.
So, I shared this story. Guess it, what she said? She tried to lecture me about the future, my job, my workplace, my life, bla bla bla.. I couldn't breath for a while, dropped my tears and felt very angry.

the stupid lee said:
"i couldn't leave them", "do you know my thought or my feeling", "if you were in my position", "you don't know what i'm doing", "whether I was being playful", "so, what should i do, huh", "q!@#$%^&", ....

I knew if Simbok knew that I cried, from my voice, from my answer.. She told me on our last conversation, "just thing about it...." Geez, from the first time, I knew that she was right (ToT)
And I just got J.A.C.K.P.O.T from my baby, muaaach..

--- hope is a dream that never sleeps ---

koe wo kikasete

... let me hear your voice ...
Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the sameIn my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we're meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you're my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl
--- GD & T.O.P are too cool ---I was petrified

Download song :: big bang - let me hear your voice

quotes from "Bread, Love and Dreams"

... Baker King: Kim Tak Goo ...
(Bread, Love and Dreams)


my name is Kim Tak Goo
'tak' refers to 'glory'
'goo' refers to 'reach'
[powerful name]
(heartbeat) dag, dig, dug

do not raise a black-haired beast
[someday, it would bite you]
wooogh, harsh criticism....

in the end, good people will win
[if that world is what you expect, then let it be]
(hail) O good people

fate will unite us
if there is a fate, then we'll meet again
[no matter what, that is a good or bad one]
do you believe in fate?


--- i'll update 'til the end of the movie ---

to save me from tears..

... ( s i n g i n g ) ...

Last Christmas,
I gave you my heart

But the very next day,
you gave it away

This year,
to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

--- i__m.e.a.n.t__i.t ---

so, which one is my name?

* this conversation occurred while I was doing interviews for making passport *

Officer :: Prepare yourself, please..

Me :: ....

Officer :: Darling, this is your first time for making a passport, right?

Me :: *eh, darling....* Yes, it is..

Officer :: So, what is your name?

Me :: Amalia

Officer :: What is your full name, darling?

Me :: *darling??? I said "Amalia" before this* I am Amalia Indranandita

Officer :: Give me your place and date of birth, darling..

Me :: *am I Amalia or darling?* Magelang, November 23, 1986

. . . .

Officer :: Where would you go abroad?

Me :: I'll go to Singapore..

Officer :: Oooh, Singapore and Malaysia

Me :: *when did I say Malaysia* hahaaa

. . . .

Officer :: Okay that's enough

Me :: Thank you, officer

Officer :: You're welcome, darling..

Me :: *geez* (smile)

I think, all of those are their habit.

And I hope, they don't say "darling" to guys, xixixiiii :p

one republic - secrets (lyric)

one republic - secrets

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing that we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that delight those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

Download song :: one republic - secrets

this December..

huft,

why did you say it easily

meanwhile,

I was so sad when heard it

'till now

'till this December

I started to step with doubt

just thinking about that

how pathetic I am

I hope those plan canceled

and you get the best

cause I still need your light

* i'll ask you later *

dear Mr. Stalker

... Dear Mr. Stalker ...

This is my first letter to you,

and I hope this would be the last too ^^

Ummmm, first of all

I have a special song for you..

Miss A - Bad Girl Good Girl

Listen this song for me, please..

All of my feelings have written there

Hallo Mrs. Stalker..

Oups, sorry Mr. Stalker..

I just want to know,

why do you ACT like a GIRL?

But, that's not my business again, haha..

I still need other worlds, and vise versa

not yours!!!

* singing *

You don’t know me, You don’t know me

You don’t know me, You don’t know me

So shut up boy, So shut up boy

So shut up boy, So shut up, shut up

--- anyoong, good bye, adios ---