10 promises

... between you and me ...

1. listen patiently to what I have to say

2. trust me, I am always on your side

3. play with me a lot

4. don't forget that I have feelings too

5. let's never fight, someday I'll be win

6. if I don't obey you, I have a good reason

7. you have school and friends,

but as for me, I only have you

8. stay my best friend even when I'm old

9. I'll live for about 10 years,

so let's make every moment count

10. never forget our time together, keep this in your mind

so when my time comes, please be by my side

--- one day, i would find you (again) ---

struggling to dreamland

... twist and turns ...

As usual, I must go to office on Friday & Saturday. So, I sleep earlier before that day. I don't want to get dizzy or sleepy when work in office.

Yesterday, i decided to sleep at 11.40 pm.

Wouldn't it be better if we sleep before 00.00 am? *alibi :p

11.50 pm :: All is well~

00.00 pm :: tried to close my eyes

00.20 pm :: interested on glowingly phosphorus-watch

........... :: imagined stupid-things

........... :: supposed impossible-things

........... :: this was *the best thing I ever had*

........... :: ....

........... :: uuuuuugh, why I still don't get my dreamland's ticket

........... :: ..checked what time was it..

01:10 pm :: geez, 1 o'clock, doooh....

01:13 pm :: All is well~ All is well~

01:15 pm :: tried to close my eyes (part 2)

........... :: ....

........... :: krik.. krik.. krik.... (backsound)

........... :: supposed ridiculous-things

........... :: ....

........... :: thought to call or sent message to anybody

........... :: maybe I could find someone there

........... :: ....

........... :: tet tooot, I cancelled all minds

........... :: ..checked what time was it.. (again)

01:58 pm :: almost 2 o'clock, T.T

02:00 pm :: tried to close my eyes (part 3)

........... :: poke on glowingly phosphorus-watch

........... :: ....

........... :: focussed to sleep

........... :: ....

........... :: counted some sheep

........... :: ....

........... :: zzzzzz.. zzz....

When i woke up in the morning, I told to my mom.. Then, she asked a brilliant question, what did you think last night?. I answered proudly, "my friends" :D

--- i still do *the best thing i ever had* ---

jay chou feat lara - shan hu hai (lyric)

珊瑚海 | Shan Hu Hai | Coral Sea
(Jay's part in blue, Lara's in pink, and both in white)

Verse 1:

hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation

ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

dang chu bi ci (ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why

bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

Repeat Chorus

Download song :: jay chou feat lara - shan hu hai

Download mv :: jay chou feat lara - shan hu hai

imbaaa~~~

... special thanks to Mrs.K ...

When I woke up this morning, I got confuse about what would i do today. Then, I set lots of scene. And of course, some of them were crazy idea, xixixixiiii..

Suddenly, I remembered my past

My elementary teacher, Mrs.K said to me: Lee, your hand-writing was like *Ceker Ayam* (means the worst hand-writing). After that moment, I always feel bad about my hand-writing. I never confident when I wrote in a book, especially in front of my friends.

Poor Lee, Mrs.K was keeling me softly. That's too traumatic..

How about yesterday?

Just before this day, I taught to my jun2 in front of the class. I wrote on a white-board freely, without thinking of a good writing or not. They didn't care about the hand-writing, they just need the knowledge. So, I was very myself, because I have passionate on it.

Psst.. psssst.... my hand-writing wasn't to bad :p

--- your bad student could teach well now ---

princess velasco - bleeding love (lyric)

princess velasco - bleeding love

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground, found something true
And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open
And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

Download song :: princess velasco - bleeding love

bad VS good

... bad girl ...

Cause I’m so bad bad
But I’m so good good
Yeah, I’m so bad bad
And I’m so hood hood

--- not bad ---

utada hikaru - hear me cry (lyric)

utada hikaru - hear me cry

You couldn't say

Needed someone new

You actually thought

Deep inside I knew

Can you tell me how can you say

Why this should suffice

You passed me by

And your heart's as cold as ice

(You passed me by)

Did you see me cry

(Did you ask yourself why)

Did you see me cry

(Did you ask yourself how)

Can you hear me cry

(Did you ask yourself)

Will we ever grow apart

You couldn't say

Needed someone new

And you actually thought

Deep inside I knew

I wonder where we will go

Will we be the same

(You passed me by)

I laugh inside I think of you

And the love we made

(You passed me by)

Tell me why this should suffice

I hold you through the night

Now will I let it go

Soon I'll let it go

Can you hear me cry

(Will you ask yourself why)

Can you hear me cry

(Will you ask yourself how)

Can you hear me cry

(Will you ask yourself)

Will we ever grow apart

You, I'll stand by your side

I'll be there for you

(You passed me by)

You, I'll stand by your side

Please just do me right

(You passed me by)

You, I'll stand by your side

I'll be there for you

Download song :: utada hikaru - hear me cry

fugees - stand by me (lyric)

fugees - stand by me

When the night has come..
When the night has come and the land is dark.
When the night has come..
When the night has come and the land is dark.
And the moon is the only light..
And the moon is the only light..
And the moon is the only light, we will see.

When the night, has come,
and the land is dark,
and the moon is the only, light we'll see.

No I won't, be afraid,
no I, won't be afraid,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

[ Chorus ]
And darling, darling
stand by me, stand by me,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

If the sky, that we look upon.
Should tumble and fall,
all the mountains, crumble, to the sea.

I won't cry, I won't cry,
no I, won't shed a tear,
just as long, as you stand,
stand by me.

[ Chorus 2x ]

Whenever you're in trouble just stand by me
Oh stand by me
Whoa stand now, oh stand, stand by me

Download song :: fugees - stand by me

the power of WORDS

... it works ...

One day, in a dawn time

As usual, I still coding my project accompanied by my lappie, my music, my messenger, my plurk and my facebook. I have good combination with them..

Then, someone invited to chat

We discussed lots of things there..

In the middle, I started my joke: "... don't come to that session, 'cause I don't come too, so we don't need to meet again ..." *my intention is giving her my signal*

And she answered: "okay, we don't need to meet.."

I thought: "ups, ....", and I tried to give another signal from me.

How stupid I am, I don't notice if this moment was the first-ahaa (doh)

This dawn time

As usual, we met and had a chat together..

Shortcut story, when she wanted to close our chat, she told me the important one. Then, I remembered our WORDS "... we don't need to meet ...", and that would happen to me. My tears dropped easily.. I couldn't think rightly when my feelings broke, and I couldn't say anything.

After a good slept

Now, I can say that you know what you need, I hope the best for your decision.

I always here for supporting you :)

I'll try to be the same..

Do you understand, the power of WORDS ?

Be wise, people..

--- trust me, it works ---

sandara for etude

... initially I hated her, eventually love too ...

congratz to Dara's unnie

finally you stole my heart

geez,

you're so cute..

credits to letsplay2ne1